Force Archer

It's all in the force, and in the wrist.
Force Archer

At the peak of perfection

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Monk

My fists will do the talking.
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Force Blader

The perfect blend of swordsmanship and affliction.
Force Blader

Why Does it Have to Be This Way

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I will suffer from a mental breakdown soon.

It sounds over dramatic just by saying it, but it is how I feel, right now.

My dad has been confirmed by my sis that he has only a few months to live and that the cancer is real, from the tone of her SMS the other day, it totally make me feel that the inevitable has come to light.

I had been home during the last weekend, keeping the house in shape by doing minor house chores and making sure the safety of the house and everything in it. I am trying my best to make sure everything goes according to order, and that it is going on like it should be like any other day.

I just hate it when things goes wrong and not according to plan. It just turns my world upside down, inside out. I am not built to face all the sudden change ... I just wish I am strong enough to see a fostered path and decision in what I do.

Dad, I wish for you to recover from this illness, as many cancer patients have succeeded in prolonging their life farther than they were supposedly deduced by the so-called doctors.

Mum, I wish you wold learn to let go and worry less about me, and now I have to be responsible for a lot of things in life, just please, learn to let go ...

Sis, I wish the GP Faizal introduced us to sees a possible light to our dark times, and that dad will be much better.

I cannot bare so much, not right now. I feel so thwarted, my mind can't think straight and the uneasiness I feel inside just makes it harder for me to be at ease. I still need all of you, and I need all of you to pull together. Please ...

2Moons a.k.a. Dekaron Online

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What If

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Yup, it's a tag-geroo.

Anyway, here is how it works, not only is this a tag, but a self reflection on what you could expect/been if you had taken the other road down, instead of the road you are in now.

First off, there will be 5 'What If' scenarios, each which will be explained in paragraphs of their own, so you can make it as long (or short) as you would like it to be. All 5 of the 'What If' are somewhat linked.

The first 'What If' would be "What would I be like if I was born a (male/female) instead?"
Second 'What If' is "What would I do if I could go back in time and do something for someone close to me?"
Third 'What If' is "What would you do if you had the chance to change a significant decision which had impacted you on your life and career?"
Fourth 'What If' is "What if I could change something about myself, what would it be and why?"
The fifth 'What If' is a question that is created that continues right off from the fourth, as it is ambiguous enough that we all have a colourful life, that will be given to a choice of your own on how to conclude this 'What If'.

At the end of this, you tag at least 3 people to continue this self reflecting tag-geroo.

With all that said and not quite done, I shall write mine to start it off:

What would it be like if I was born a female instead?

I would probably feel drafty below due to nothing dangling below, and making myself unable to sit kangkang* without having the public looking aghast at my rough preposition. I would probably find guys hot, instead of girls. Don't get me wrong, some guys are gorgeous and hot, but not attracted in that sense. I would probably feel the weight of my chest to be of complete distraction. I would either PMS** more, or less than what I am now (I think I would PMS more ...)

What would I do if I could go back in time and do something for someone close to me?

I would probably spend more time with my grandma, I felt like I had neglected her all too much. I had committed sins which I think could never be forgiven, and I wish I could go back in time and undo what was done. Now that she's gone, I can never make it up to her anymore ...

What would you do if you had the chance to change a significant decision which had impacted you on your life and career?

I would most likely drop off Computer Science when I had the chance and was still at my diploma stage and taken up Literature instead, or Journalism ... or anything which involves a lot of creative writing. Limmericks, Rhymes, Poems, Novels, you name it, I would love to work on it.

What if I could change something about myself, what would it be and why?

I would definitely try to make myself seek a more immense amount of knowledge on olden culture and sink myself into its supernatural antiquity which most if not all had died out in such urban civilizations. In short, I would wish I had plant the seeds of knowledge in witchcraft (or proper terms, wicca).

What would I do if I could go back to a significant time in history that does not involve actions that I have taken in my life and why?

I would most probably return to the time when Wicca starts to fade out, and demonstrate the need to keep this piece of heritage in the future (or should I say, present) times. Okay, it does not have to be Wicca, it could be any martial arts from Eastern civilizations, perhaps the real Kung Fu and etc. We rely too much on technology, that's why they are beginning to die out so fast.


All right, I had done my 'What If's, here are the 3 lucky people I had picked to spread this tag (drum roll pleeeeeeeeez):

Mr. YY
Kaelvin
Benjamin

Have fun you fools =)

* - This is a Malaysian Hokkien term for 'broad' and is usually applied for spaces or gaps between 2 things.
** - Post Menstrual Syndrome, commonly used for being pissed or emo.

Blonde Jokes

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Out of boredom, I decided to make more blonde jokes, have fun bemusing yourself:

"Damn, you look like an ass"
"I try very hard with yoga, but I still can't get the 'S' right"


"That's an ass - starts with an 'as' and ends with a 's'"
"I'm sorry, but I think I have only one ass. *Looks at her two bumps* Oh, you're absolutely right, I've got two!"




How does a blonde use sarcasm?
When she really means it




What do you call a blonde's cat fight?
Moulin Rouge




"I'm thirsty"
"And I'm Christy, what's your sign?"




"I am looking for flour, do you have it here?"
"I'm sorry, you should see a florist"




How does a blonde find herself?
GPS






These jokes were not meant to offend blondes, cause I can be a 'blonde' sometime. Just want to share some jokes I found that were amusing me for the couple of days back.

I've Lost Too Much, Not You Too ...

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2008.

Pfft.

For a year with the lucky number in it sure is not a lucky year for me.

At the early part of the year, somewhere around March, my grandma passed on. May her soul rest in peace. Not long after, I lost my will to concentrate on my education. Then, my third uncle was under the effects of cancer and is going for regular chemo just to prolong what is left with his lifetime ... Mid-way, I found out a friend I placed pity on turned out to be a con artist and now -

My dad went for a check up the other Friday, and was out with my mom for a long time, they even came home later than I did.

The next day, which was yesterday my dad wanted to talk to me. He told me that the doctors found some sort of cancer cells in his stomach and that he wanted me to do him a favour as to not quarrel with mom too much ... For a person to say something like this, is was very deep ...

God, have you not taken enough from me this year? Hmm? What the fuck are you trying to do with me?

I do admit that there are times I never got along with my dad, but he is after all - my dad.

If you are going to take him away from me, I will be completely lost ... So fuck you too.

Malaysian High Rate Server (CRAZE RO)

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Out of boredom, I joined this mid-rate cum high-rate server to pass the time. I don't usually play high rates, but this server provides a challenging feat when it comes to hunting for the needed equipment.

Here is a rough spec check on the server:

Rates(Base, Job, Drops):50, 50, 50
Max Base Lvl(Pre-Trans, Trans):99, 99
Max Job Lvl(Pre-Trans, Trans):50, 70
Custom NPCs:Yes - Healer/Buffer(Buffing costs you), Warper(Which charges for zeny), Typical Resetter(5k, 5k, 9k), Universal Rental NPC, Platinum Skill NPC(Only up to first classes), Basic Item Mall, Card Remover

WoE, Marriage, Adoption and Divorce Systems are online and kicking.

Now, for the Pros and Cons(according to my evaluation):

PROS
  • Requires players to hunt for PVP/GVG/PVE/etc. items besides having a basic item mall(which sells crap, the only thing I see worthy of buying are the elemental arrows)
  • Very community driven in the sense of party to take down MVPs or tough monsters, although the community is still small.
  • Balanced PVP zone as the max lvl is 99/70

CONS
  • DEX affects cooldown, making a 150 DEX Sniper continously spam FA without the need for cast time and cooldown. Affects other classes as well.

The server is still in beta, and most of the cons if not all, hopefully, would be attended to by the admins ASAP, so the community would grow larger.

Again, it is a private server, which runs on donations. So the fate of the server lies in the community hands ...

Site Info: http://lucinoinc.sytes.net/crazero/index.php?act=info
Control Panel: http://lucinoinc.sytes.net/crazero/index.php?act=idx

Crusader and Paladin's Platinum Skill (Shrink)

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Skill Name:Shrink
Max Skill Level:1
Skill Type:Active
Target:Self
Skill Duration:300 Second(s)
Cast Time:0 Second(s) (Instant)
Cooldown:1 Second(s)
SP Cost:15
Skill Description:Cast it once to activate the effect. Cast it while the effect is on will cancel the skill's effect. A buff status icon will be displayed on the right side of the screen, just like any other buffs or debuffs are shown. It will be shown in dark blue.

This skill only works when you have a shield equipped.

Whenever you use the Auto Guard skill and successfully blocks an attack made by an opponent, there is a (5 * Auto Guard LVL)% chance the attacking opponent is knocked back 2 cells away from your character.


Obtaining the Skill

PicItem RequiredQuantity
CoalCoal1
CyfarCyfar3
Empty Bottle3
Jellopy5
Unripe Apple1
Red Potion1
Sticky Mucus20


Step 1

Head on over to Geffen and look for a NPC named Ford (geffen 110, 117) which is located south-west of the Mage Tower.



Speak to him, and he will tell you of a person named Slouti who is in dire need of help.

Step 2

Now, head on over to the map south-west of Britoniah and speak with Slouti (gef_fild13 297, 242). NPC display name would be "Soldier" but in speech, he is Slouti.



He will explain that he was attacked by Goblins and is wounded from Goblin Poison. He will be in some sort of pain, and requires you to use a Red Potion on his wounds.

The Red Potion merely stops the wound but he is not completely healed. Thus, you have to go back to Ford to seek counsel.

As you speak with Ford, he tells you to seek for Father Arthur within the Prontera Church.



Step 3

Speak to the NPC named Pastor (prt_church 87,127) who is actually Father Arthur about Slouti's condition. He will say that he is fresh out of Goblin Poison Antidote and that he requires certain ingredients to concoct the remedy.



Now, bring the needed items (1 Coal, 3 Cyfars, 3 Empty Bottles, 5 Jellopy(ies), 1 Unripe Apple and 20 Sticky Mucuses) to Father Arthur and he will concoct the antidote. Once received, head back to Ford to show him the invisible antidote, lol (you can skip this and go straight to Slouti). Even when you had received the antidote, it will not appear as an item in your inventory.

Step 4

Show the invisible antidote to Ford and he will ask you to make haste and administer the concoction on Slouti as he is running out of time.



Return to Slouti and attempt to use the antidote on him.



If the first try did not work, repeat Step 3 to 4 again (without the need of gathering the items, Father Arthur will make another batch without them) until you see this message.



Congratulations! You had just learned Shrink!

Last Updated: 12th September 2008, Updated 2 Time(s) in Total

Future Updates: N/A

Ragnarok Online Guides

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I will be posting a few links in this post for a step-by-step guide for certain RO skill, quest or equipment guides. Stay tuned for updates on new guides.

Crusader and Paladin Platinum Skill [Shrink]

New banner

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Since I cannot change my banner via my own home connection (it is stupid how I cannot upload stuff with my ISP, iZZi), I will put a preview of my new banner, have a lookie:

Adding this banner this Friday

The colour seems different, the text colour is suppose to be a little bluish. Strange ...

Do drop by your comments on what you think, I'm not exactly a Photoshop pro, so yeah, this is what I can come up with.

Yeah yeah, my forte is not exactly art, but words, so mweh.

Just cause I have NBTD

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I got kinda bored and all I have to do now is to spiff up my blog, so to those old school peeps back in BB and KDU, I will be adding you guys to the Blogotopia list, cheers.

Also, for those whom I forgot or not know of your blog's URL, please do drop your URL in my MSN or leave a comment here.

Rebirth

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I have been thinking lately.

All the sufferings I have been through and the commotions that made my emotions tumble into a mass hysterical frenzy of sorrow had been me not able to let go of a lot of things.

And thus, the time has come for me to break free of my chains and rid myself of unwanted sadness.

I will strive harder to achieve my degree, get the picture of me graduating and place it on the shelves my grandma used to display all her grand kids' achievements. I will not let you down grandma, wherever you are ...

I removed several msn contacts from my list, retaining currently to immediate and close friends. I would be clearing some more once I get the time, when I had finished imbibing my mind of tranquillity.

I wish to start my life anew, I want to do what's best for me now.

Goodbye old life, it was nevertheless fun while it lasted, sort of.

Negligence

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It is just weird how I was fooled into sweet talks.

Perhaps I was waging on hopes that would eventually crumble upon hoping too much for. Or was it that I want to give in to the fact that it would all crumble in the end?

Whatever it is, I feel that the fact remains the same - absurd and disappointing.

Sometimes it just is not worth caring too much for something when it is just going to snap you back in return. What was once warm is now cold.

I am not sure why this issue is raised now while all these while when blueserver is being sponsored by MMO or SMM where nothing is given to the mods but eveyone can work perfectly well in making Blueserver the top dota server in Malaysia? I believe that happen because all of you guys love Blueserver, you wanna make blueserver a better server than the rest. You wanna be proud for being a mod of Blueserver.


Yup, we sure as hell am proud to be moderators to a sole-striving private pvpgn in Malaysia, until it has been made official. But the very least you guys could think about is that the current and existing members who are not just the leaders of either team to be dedicated and passionate in helping to raise Blueserver once again, do look at us with a little more respect, we are not your soldiers which you could simply order us to walk into the face of war.

Where has that spirit gone? why do we need to be narrow minded just because of couple hundred bucks is given to someone for doing some additional work ? Imagine the leader have to travel by bus or Lrt to come to AMICI office which is not really convenient for most of them. Imagine they have to always be reachable by UCpro and always commited to datelines etc Imagine the stress they will be facing when their member is not doing their job as requested.


Also, add to that:
Imagine how much stupid reports ST members have to check and the ordinary members of Blueserver (players) continuously scolding us (the banlist moderators) and banning their account(s) when they did mistakes or we not performing well (in the sense of presentation and feedback)? Hmm? Have you thought about this?
Let me see ... nope, I don't think you would understand that frankly.

So, you are rewarding us, ordinary ST and FT members to endure these kinda shit and still perform at out best? Touché to that.

They cannot blame you because you are not being paid, and they have to think of solution to solve the problem cuz they are commited to UCpro to take care of the team.


Again, emphasize on CURRENT members. We stay, cause we care. Drill it into your freakin' thick skull.

Guys, try to be fair, don’t you think they deserve a small amount of allowances?
Mr.Yap once said to me, "we are now planting a tree", where the tree is refered to UCpro/BSpro.
Why are we quarrelling over fruits while there’s none at the moment? Shouldn’t we be more focused on doing the best in helping it to grow?


Eat your fucking fruits, I don't fucking care about the fruits. I just want you to treat us more decently and with respect. Got it?

Not to mention a certain someone starting the snuggling crap which I seriously hate, again. Even with the slightest pinch of power she possess she gets overwhelmed by the greed of it. Absurd.

Screw Blueserver. I've had enough with the crap that keeps coming.

A leader that lacks courage.
A colleague that likes polishing shoes.
A stakeholder treating the employees like dirt.
A disasterous concoction for hell.

DiGi's Spammage

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Bah! Digi is full of stupid SMSes currently.

I have been spammed with so many ridiculous free voucher, discounted shit and stuff for the passed week. It is seriously annoying and it is pissing me off.

I might switch line soon if DiGi starts being like a bugger and send me all of these nonsense once more. What to consider, hmm, Maxis is nice (Hotlink), or just go for X-pax, but I'm not supporting a company that has a joint venture with TMNut. So yeah, probably going to use Hotlink if DiGi sends me more shit again.

Adios, yellow man!

Personality Confusion

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For why the sudden hype on so many FF addition to my personality thingy, here are the explanations for each respectively:

I am rukia!
I had this Rukia personality match when I took it for the first time, when I was 20(2007) which was pretty much true, right until now (yes, I'd die for perfection)

I am Krillen!
I had this pretty much the same time I got Rukia, since I did it when I surfed www.saiyanisland.com. True till a certain point, 'I' can be funny, but it has its limits.

Final Fantasy Character Test
My first Final Fantasy personality match. Partially true, I was optimistic (probably still am, who knows?), not really bright (I'm like, 10 kW of pure electricity, go figure).

Final Fantasy Character Test
I got curious and re-did the Final Fantasy Personality Test again for the reason being the first question was asking which FF I had liked the most and whether it affects my outcome for the personality, which it did when I picked Final Fantasy 8, and got this (which is not at all true, I'm on the reverse polarity of being warm).

Final Fantasy Character Test
I did this before the FF8 choice as the first question and got Auron, pretty much true to the exact point (I like to be a lone wolf and fight for the cause of good, my own definition, anyway).


So there you have it folks, the reason as to why I took those additional personality quiz with both FF8 and FFX being the same answer, with the exception of which FF I liked playing the most (FF8 and FFX respectively).

Writer's Block, a culdesac nightmare of literacy

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I seem to be under a whole lot of writer's block this week, be it for work or novelty writings of all sorts. I need help, and no, not even this:



Or this:



Or this:



Can help me relinquish my thirst for coming out with zesty lines, copies or even headlines for anything. I really hate getting writer's block, I need ideas!

First pay check, first dinner

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My pay check finally came and yes, the feel of your own hard earn cash is a feeling like no other.

As a promise I made to myself that I would belanja* my parents when I get my first pay check (regardless of the amount and job specs), I would definitely take them out for a dinner as a filial action as a kid.

So I did. Last Sunday, my parents went to have pizza in Pizza Hut. It was not much, but it was definitely better than the usual chinese restaurants we go to which we ordered different dishes and have them with rice. Of course, the price was higher than that, but it was special nonetheless.

I am just glad I did something for them and I wish for more to come. The feel of returning some kindness back to your parents is something indescribable, I hope they enjoyed that dinner which I did, although I did not show it.


* - Malay term for treat

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