Yeah, been very caught up with stuff lately, so here's my not too long rant on iZZi again.

Before that, here is something interesting. TM (formerly known as Telekom Malaysia) is charging me bills on something I never used. RM200+ on tabs of services which I did not subscribe to. I was connection-less for about 2 to 3 months and they charge me for being disconnected? What a load of bullshit. TM, fuck off.

I was gaming with Grif, Falcy and the rest of my BSian friends when WTFBBQ I got disconnected from the game, seconds after I respawned from death.

Okay, so disconnection is regarded as normal, but for 1 month now I disconnected from random DotA games? This is simply ridiculous.

SPK Damansara area is regarded as a 'rich man's' area and services should be optimum. But what the hell, when I plug in my router, no connection was received. When I used the normal for 1 usage only modem, it gives me a crap connection.

iZZi, go fuck elsewhere, your services are lame and you are listed as one of the lousiest ISP in Malaysia.

If I ever do commit suicide (which has plagued my mind countless of times), these are the possible reasons as to why I do so:

One
Our country is full of idiots who run politics. I'm not afraid to say this, but Malays are not meant to run the country. They have no sense of politics. They care for no one but themselves. Progress has gone downstream after Abdullah Badawi has taken over. Crime rate goes up.

Bottom line is, it is unfair for them to reap all these benefits for themselves. I shall watch this country fall as time goes by, or die from being swallowed into the sea of poverty and despair.

Two
Our country's Telekom, TM is the sole provider of a wired connection to the internet. No one comes close because they are the sole proprietor of wired/land connections. Seeing they have the upper hand, they care not for their customers (although no matter how much 'concerns' they have for us, they are just pulling your legs).

Who controls TM? Why of course, some Malay dude.

Three
Due to not being able to depend on their services, I decided to use an alternative. Currently using iZZi (I wish I had a better choice), and yes, it is also FUCKED UP BEYOND ALL REASON (FUBAR in short). Once a week, the line is either crapped or down. Way to go, you suck big time.

Ironically, this company is under the chinese, but yes, it still sucks. So-called-broadband, it's as fast as Singapore's Dial Up speed.

Four
The countless ah bengs in this world retires me to the thought of even trying to provide them with optimum service. I'm a chinese myself, but I despise how these uneducated vermins act, heck, they remind me a lot like malays, those stubborn, care-free and selfish malays.

Five
My mom. She's being darn overprotective of me. She's still having the old-fashion thinking that being a son, I have to uphold a lot of crap and always 'protecting' me from harm. What's the point of living when I don't get exposure?

Now that's FUBAR.

With that all said and done, I swear I could just die, if only it didn't hurt, I would've done so already.

At first, I did not want to post it up seeing it raised my hope for the better for just a brief period of time, but now, it is crushed, thanks to the incompetence of iZZi.


A screenshot of my connection during 19th April 2008

See at first, during Saturday, 19th of April 2008, the connection for iZZi was dampered in my area(Sunway SPK Damansara) for 6 hours. The service returns to normal after 8 p.m. or so.

Everything was quite peachy, so I thought to myself, I might just let iZZi go this time. Then I spoke too soon. On Sunday, 20th April 2008, the line got worst after about 9.30 p.m.

My connection was a bit spiky, causing what seemed to be a smooth connection into a jerky streaming over youtube. I mean, what the fuck? Every weekend it's the same routine and they don't seem to do or care much about this.

iZZi is a crapped up service because seeing it does not go through a fixed line, there should not be any excuse as to why there should be any problem in providing their service in optimum efficiency, right?

Fuck you Malaysia for having stupid ISPs.

I can't believe e-games would shut down o2jam just like that. The company not only closed o2jam servers, but also other games which it has provided(RAN Online and the other game which I never really bothered to find out).

It is such a sad sight that the game is gone into oblivion. No more will I be able to play the menagerie of the sync-beat notes. No more will I listen to the classical remake by BeautifulDay, NoteFactory or even Kevin's.

I will forever miss you o2jam, for you have been a great impact in my life. You were always there when I was really stressed out and needed to relieve of it, without hurting anything(except the keyboard, lol). My favourite game to vent out my anger is gone - How could you e-games?

So long o2jam, I will always hope for your revival.

Well, I finally managed to get passed the darn spider 'Love Bug' for HotD4(in a single credit). For those who doesn't know what that abbreviation is, it's House of the Dead 4. I of course failed to go on further in the third stage due to the measly 1 life left from the Love Bug battle.

In another issue, I managed to get passed the sending of 'packets' in the socket programming part of my assignment, hurray!

All these achievements were my finest for last week, and that probably lifted my spirit - thank you achievements :)

Really. At times, is it so hard for me to want some attention? Is it so hard for you guys to give a damn about my existence? Hmm?

Well, if you guys like to ignore me so much, I'll probably be off leading my solitary life without acknowledging you people as well.

It is not that I crave attention. I don't crave attention unless I'm in a lot of shit. Maybe that's why I prefer not to be 'nice' to people because you guys chose not to be 'nice' to me in the first place.

Go wank a sheep for all I care, you guys brought this onto yourselves(you know damn well who you guys are). I'm not giving 2 shit about you guys anymore.