This, in much simpler terms would be a week where I'm very restless and so much has plagued my mind that I cannot even think straight.

Firstly, the shocking news was introduced to me on Monday. The person whom I had thought to have repent have yet to realised how conniving he really is. Being manipulative in a good way and doing it for the sake of greater good is fine, but he isn't doing it for the greater good, he is doing it for his greater self.

Sometimes it makes me wonder if I had been deceived way too often by his lies. The first sign was already seen when I met his father. It has come to a shock that his father thought I was a bad influence on him. As complimenting as it may had sound, but I cannot take credit on something I did not do. I was rather shocked to find out that his father thought I was teaching him to be bad. Looks more like he was the one who thought me about the fine things in life. Sigh, that trust is now broken. Chances were given to him by countless of people, including me but he fails to listen.

Moving on to another issue, I can't believe how people acquiring that sort of strength or power can be corrupted so easily, or blinded by the false truth.

A person whom I thought was a friend turned out to be nothing more than another traitor of friendship. Bah, now he is accusing me of placing assumptions in a whole when I specifically scrutinized a single individual, and his action? He's going to reward me with a fitting punishment. If that serious shit happens, I'm just going to walk away from it all. I may have a heavy heart but I am willing to give it up.

Life is changing. People are changing. It is high time I move on, from this life, and from the people that once I knew, to be people whom I had placed an honourable respect on.

I just created a new forum especially for gamers to chat about all sorts of games from all genre, here it is:

http://gamefreak.forumotion.com/

It is still under construction and requires feedbacks from you guys.

After viewing several sources (will be included below) I came to realise why PAS (Parti Islam SeMalaysia) can be real fucktards.

I mean, Pussy Cat Dolls were sexeh and yet they can perform here, Avril doesn't even show skin, so how's that being sexeh?

Avril's hot and all, but she's definitely not scandalous - PAS needs a wake up call.

If PAS were ever to be the party that will be running our country, I'm definitely moving away from it. Evidently, the modern malays that is currently growing in our community will exhibit PAS brought more shit than Osama could have devised. Who knows, maybe Osama's behind our 'beloved' party trying to torment more people under his whim.

In honesty, if more of their actions such as this were to continue, our country will continue to slump back to the stone ages.

Credits to the links below for the coverage on Avril's concert cancellation:

• Avril concert definitely on, say organisers - August 17th, 2008
  The Star (local press)
• Malaysia Cancels 'Too Sexy' Avril Lavigne Concert - August 19th, 2008
  ABC News
• Malaysia scraps Avril Lavigne concert - August 19th, 2008
  Herald Tribune
• Avril concert organisers to appeal against cancellation - 21st August, 2008
  The Star (local press)

As stated above, am looking for a nice server to settle in, below are the specifics that I'm looking for:

• Server located in Malaysia


• Base Level/Job Level
  (Pre-Trans: 99/50)
  (Trans: 99/70)
  (Third Class: 150/*)


• Low Rates
  (Anything between x1 to x20)


• Med Rates
  (Anything between x50 to x100)


• No Custom/Donation Items


• Uses kRO/kRO Sakray Clients


• Balanced Custom NPCs
  (e.g. Cities/Outside Dungeon Warpers, Expensive Resetters, Jobchanger)

I will update for the complete requirements.

P.S. I am looking forward to a server with 3-1 and 3-2 classes if possible too.

* - I don't know what the legit maximum for this yet.

As another initiative to help boost my friends' forum for discussion on anything under the sun (except explicit contents), do visit FSPEED.

The discussions that go on are productive and get to know with the people who forum there as well, not to mention, get your friends to join us there!

I'm just suddenly so in to these crap, but meh, it's like therapy from gaming.

This time, I took a Buffy the Vampire Slayer quiz, and here's the result:

Faith



82% amorality, 64% passion, 45% spirituality, 27% selflessness

Faith is a powerhouse, and you might be, too. Passion-driven, down-to-earth, and willing to do what it takes to get things done and have a good time doing them, she is tough and sexy. Now, this test didn't rate your sexiness, but with these kinds of traits, that's probably true as well.

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I will be updating more later, lunch time.
You rate as one of the most dynamic characters of the Buffy universe.