If I ever do commit suicide (which has plagued my mind countless of times), these are the possible reasons as to why I do so:

One
Our country is full of idiots who run politics. I'm not afraid to say this, but Malays are not meant to run the country. They have no sense of politics. They care for no one but themselves. Progress has gone downstream after Abdullah Badawi has taken over. Crime rate goes up.

Bottom line is, it is unfair for them to reap all these benefits for themselves. I shall watch this country fall as time goes by, or die from being swallowed into the sea of poverty and despair.

Two
Our country's Telekom, TM is the sole provider of a wired connection to the internet. No one comes close because they are the sole proprietor of wired/land connections. Seeing they have the upper hand, they care not for their customers (although no matter how much 'concerns' they have for us, they are just pulling your legs).

Who controls TM? Why of course, some Malay dude.

Three
Due to not being able to depend on their services, I decided to use an alternative. Currently using iZZi (I wish I had a better choice), and yes, it is also FUCKED UP BEYOND ALL REASON (FUBAR in short). Once a week, the line is either crapped or down. Way to go, you suck big time.

Ironically, this company is under the chinese, but yes, it still sucks. So-called-broadband, it's as fast as Singapore's Dial Up speed.

Four
The countless ah bengs in this world retires me to the thought of even trying to provide them with optimum service. I'm a chinese myself, but I despise how these uneducated vermins act, heck, they remind me a lot like malays, those stubborn, care-free and selfish malays.

Five
My mom. She's being darn overprotective of me. She's still having the old-fashion thinking that being a son, I have to uphold a lot of crap and always 'protecting' me from harm. What's the point of living when I don't get exposure?

Now that's FUBAR.

With that all said and done, I swear I could just die, if only it didn't hurt, I would've done so already.