International sites are slowest in loading or sometimes don't load at all. Sites like Google/iGoogle and regional sites are still fine but I can't login Facebook without waiting for 5 minutes to fully load the home page itself.
GAAHHH!!! I seriously hate TMNUT for not announcing updates on this issue. Seriously, I don't mind if they were to take time on fixing it, but at the freakin' least inform us on the updates or progress.
Malaysia is a seriously farked up country. Given the chance, I'll migrate without even thinking twice. Malaysia Boleh, tiap-tiap hari pun boleh (pergi mampus).
My humblest apologies, since I was rather busy with a lot of stuff :(
Alright. Let us start off with my gaming life. It was official, I had quitted CabalSEA and it is completely out of my system (no traces were left behind, I hope *fingers crossed*. I'm only active in the social application games by Playfish, actually, game, as I too have quitted Country Story and am only active in Restaurant City.
Upon obtaining my PS2 a few weeks ago, I rather spend time playing it rather than busting all my money over HOTD4 (but I do occasionally play it). The game currently active is .Hack//G.U. which has an exceptionally good story line and not to mention they actually studied online communities to the very pin point precision of its exactness.
As for browser update, I kinda taken a liking to Google Chrome over Firefox because my Firefox crashes way too often and has issues with Macromedia Flash after adjusting its network settings, going back to default did not fix the problem ...
How about some studies talk? Why yes, it's tragic that I have to be pressured by due dates, due dates and nothing but due dates! I wish I could borrow time from someone, pweettee pweez?
Also, I have word from Ben that the upcoming private RO Server project will be able to launch real quick, just need a little network test and configuration and we are all set for Alpha Phase testing, anyone interested in being the Alpha Tester? :)
Anyway, this is after all a quick update. So that is all for now, y'all stay smexy now and take care.
I was watching this earlier today and I kinda liked how this was an animated production from Sony pictures, rather than the usual Pixar or Dreamwork's animations. Anyway, the story was particularly interesting whereby a brilliant scientist misunderstood and shun by the people around him decided to revolutionize the way people look at their meals but soon turns awry.
The big screen adaptation is different from the same titled book, but nonetheless, it is one animation you would not want to miss if you are a fan of movies such as the recent Disney/Pixar's work, UP and so forth.
P.S. The only artist from the cast that was vaguely familiar to me was the voice played by Anna Faris (Sam).
It's another rant again. Sometimes, pray tell that some people (especially the younger generation) should be thought the importance of having class and at the very least common empathic sense. This is not just referring to a certain race, I'm referring to all of them.
To categorize these uneducated, senseless and no brainers for each race for Malaysians, here they are:
We Chinese have what we called Ah Liens for the girls and Ah Bengs for the guys. Translation - Posers. Basic characteristics include loving to act all high and mighty (but in true fact they aren't), flauntastic mode: ALWAYS ON and not to forget their debacle and arguing tactic is called 'beat around the bush, round and round it goes'.
Although I have no idea as to what nicks are given to Malays, I'm just going to cut straight to the chase. Aside from racism (yes, Malaysian Chinese are racists too, sue me) the Malay teens are obsessed with flaunting something that they acquired, but not through hard work but through shortcuts. They love boasting and boosting their ego despite having no basis on what they could boast and boost upon.
I can't say much about Indians. Thus far, this is one race I find to be rather on low key on the radar. They have what I call, a balance. Although, I have a few educated Indian friends and yes, they are by far the types most Malaysians (inclusive of both Chinese and Malays) should take examplary tips from.
Okay, the part where other slogans out there are a bit bland and unattractive, what ticked me off most is how much crap you see on the Wall of this event from the locals. Spamming. Plagiarism. Everything under the sun that taints it, isn't it just perfect?
WOOHOO! They're back again and this time the spotlight is on them. Back when it was MTV World Stage Live, they were a just a part of an ensemble cast such as Pixie Lott, Hoobastank and the likes of Boys Like Girls.
Anywho, there are two things to this upcoming event.
One being that I AM GOING TO THEIR CONCERT! *cues sound of applause* Thank you, thank you!
I took part in the 7-Eleven name that drink competition:
I won myself 2 tickets, yes that's right, TWO tickets! WHEE!
That was the good news. As for the bad news, AAR would not be coming on the supposed date of the concert which was this coming Saturday, 10th of October due to the reason as Tyson had suffer an infection on his knee, God speed his recovery!
Details about AAR's progress, postponement and updates can be found on their official site:
The following blog post is not meant to offend or as a mean of sarcasm but words which I had randomly found a twist behind it that makes the word itself funny when I was thinking of names for my upcoming RO private server, enjoy:
Dissidia (from the Final Fantasy PSP game) - Diss India PMS - Pass Motion Syndrome PIMP/pimp - Piss In My Pants
Yes, you heard me right, Diablo 3 gave us all a sneak peak at the first 3 classes - Barbarian, Witch Doctor and Wizard. Now, be astounded by a not so unique class but nonetheless, somewhat original to Diablo's realm, the Monk:
It's funny how sometimes we think that things that happen in movies stays in movies, and how imaginative the mind of the story tellers will only be in the fantasy of their making. But alas, it is closer to reality than it is.
It is a fact that I'm no longer feeling the 'love' when it comes to my mother-and-son relationship with none other, and where does it all begin?
For starters - having to grow up half of my childhood under the parenting guardian of a babysitter instead of my own mother. It has been said that if a child that was raised by a babysitter, they would be more attached or clinging to that surrogate parent, rather than their own. This reminds me much like the 2007 movie The Nanny Diaries where Scarlett Johansson is the dubious nanny who had to babysit a boy from a wealthy family. Of course, if you had watch the movie you would have known that Grayer (the little boy from the movie) was having a totally crappy time because of the attention and affection that he craves, but from who? His parents of course. The father is tired of the relationship and is having an affair with flunkies in the office, the mother is so obsessed with her welfare and reputation she could not care less about her child. A childhood torn asunder by his own parents, a cruel fate to bestow upon the child.
But unlike the movie where a happy ending was ensued when all conflict has resolved, reality bites harder - for me. 'Why am I not close?', 'Why is he rejecting my shower of affection?', 'Why is he so distant when it comes to an understanding?'. My mom would most constantly ask herself these questions but for a fact, the answer already lies in her hands, yet she is being oblivious to it.
Perhaps she was feeling guilty for not being able to be there for me during the times when I needed a lecture on how to be a good person, or the times when I am still at the age in which she is subconsciously seeing me as even till today or it could just plainly be that she is too high strong for the wrong reasons and in a simpler description, ignorantly stubborn.
I am seriously, no, make that we - my sister and I are seriously disappointed at how much our mother had been making mistakes in which she make and had bound to repeat them time and time again. Why are we so distant, you ask? Well, for starters, since now you are only left with both your offsprings, should you not be closer to us? Should you not be sharing with us on things that in any logical minded person would think would be wise to include if need be? Perhaps, that's why there's no 'we' in 'family', because you are more tied to your bloodline, instead of the world you had created.
Tell yourself - if you want us to love you, more than just being filial piety, then start becoming a real part of the family.
To all those who plays in CabalSEA and buys Alz, this site - www.sea5173.com is a fake. A reminder not to buy from them or you will eventually regret it.
Seagm.com and Gosumall is a more reliable and trusted source than this fake site, so do NOT attempt to buy stuff from sea5173.
Evolution. The very definition of change and adaptation.
Why do we change?
Many factors lead us to change, be it naturally, self controlled or succumbed to the need to change.
I may only be 22 now, but changes can happen so much, so often even in the shortest of times. I am no exception.
What was once familiar becomes vague. What was once out of reach is now within grasp. What was thought to be hard becomes an ordinary.
I use to think life was but a fairytale, but it was just the icing on the cake. What lies beneath the icing, is the real deal.
I always led a very care free life, or rather, a life of a himbo (the male version of bimbo). I was very stuck up, self centered and only cared what matters most to me. I have to admit, I still show these symptoms but I would usually later reflect back and see if it was wise of me to have been so (which in most cases, no). The only thing I am grateful from evolving from my past state when coping with issues like this is to repent, or regret but moving on with life through learning from these mistakes.
I learn that reality bites, but we live through it anyway. I learn that nothing matters as long as you don't make it a matter. I learn that hurting friends would hurt yourself too. I learn that life is like a punching dummy - get hit, go down and rise again. I learn that through pain only can you find the clear truth. I learn that only 1 person in your life is your true best friend. I learn with great power, comes an even greater respect for responsibility. I learn that we need to forgive ourselves before another forgives us.
I learn that no matter how difficult things get, we pick ourselves up and just keep moving.
Never give up. Never hold back. Never turn away. Never stop trying. Never be hindered to stride for your goal. Never regret and stay that way. Most importantly, never give up on life.
This show was one of most movie seekers like myself would consider to be the anticipated movie of 2009 and yes, it was epic!
Although I'm not a fan of G. I. Joe and don't know much about the history, structure, stories and background of the animated series which I guess would be a contributing factor in which makes the movie a whole lot more enjoyable.
The movie had decent graphics combined with a whole lot of action packed scenes which backs up the rather dry story line and plot. It is in a word, predictive on how some scenes and all the pieces fits in as you would have guessed it would be.
Still, this is one of the movies I watch this year that I did not regret, looking forward to its sequel.
Yes, being a big Harry Potter fan that I am, I will not miss out on watching this although, it was as expected, a disappointment.
My memory may be a little rusty but I do know that the movie was emphasizing on the wrong part of the story and missing out on so much more details.
For example, they focused too much on romance instead of the title of this series itself, Half Blood Prince. They never explained the origins and how Severus Snape became or adopted the nick 'Half Blood Prince' (I myself need to refresh my memory by reading the book once more).
The book also tells how the relationship between Harry and Cho drifted apart and how he and Ginny started out but the movie cut straight to the chase instead.
Seriously, it was such a let down. If this was to become the second-last movie of the series, I think the finale would be 'epic' enough to be a huge let down.
I was watching this with my usual company of tight friends about 3 to 4 weeks ago. Being the huge Transformers fan that I am, it was rather a let down for me. The graphics were great, the humour was awesome but what made the movie a bust was that it did not tie up lose ends, like the movie was made in a hurry or something.
(WARNING: Spoilers up ahead)
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If the cold freezing water is strong enough to keep Megatron 'asleep', how does 6 mere Decepticons were able to dive down to ressurect Megatron?
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The number of Decepticons that dived down was 6, and after ressurecting Megatron by sacrificing 1 Decepticon, 7 rised up?
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The part where the Omnimatrix key turned to dust and got back into one piece, how and what causes it to piece back together? Shia character's consciousness? Lol?
Not to mention, the theme song was sang by the same artist, Linkin Park. I like the song but I think it was a rather cliche act by Linkin Park to perform for the same movie franchise with an almost similar beat (doesn't it remind you of What I've Done?)
So again, I emphasize how much of a let down this sequel was.
The leading online entertainment service provider in southeast asia
As if.
Yes, it's true.
The forum is filled with very irresponsible moderators. Why?
When they perform an action they hardly notify people of their actions, which could conceal their true intentions behind their nature of their doing or they could be doing something shady.
Asking forumers regarding other online games besides CabalSEA that is NOT under Asiasoft management. Yes, I know it was my mistake to ask this, but I saw the fate of the thread coming, getting locked. I really don't mind the topic being locked, what really ticked me off is the topic is locked and moved WITHOUT any prior message from the authority regarding their actions. HIGHLY irresponsible much?
As you can see from this post here, it is clear without a doubt no other moderators came to respond to me but Scowl and he (or she) has yet to respond to my argument.
Then I decided to create a topic on information regarding the sale on my account, and yes deleted and given 2 ban points too. I really don't mind the ban points much as I really wanted to sell my account. Then I decided to put the message in my siggie, a brief and quite straight forward message on the selling of my CabalSEA account.
Guess what?
My account was given 4 ban points totalling the amount of 6 ban points, which the forum only needs 5 to be permanently suspended. Not only did I not know for sure and confirmed that I was being banned for the signature I used, but no notification from the administration informing me of the permanent suspension through e-mail, nothing. They take so much idiotic actions such as these and not notifying people of it, is seriously irresponsible.
Their forum management is shitty, their network management for their gaming servers are beyond abysmal despair and furthermore, their in-game management personifies the meaning of futility.
Besides the point of their failure forum management, we'll talk about Asiasoft in a whole. Asiasoft has been nothing but a company full of hoax. Why? Picture this. I won an event hosted by them, titled Asiasoft Gamefest 2009 CabalSEA 'The Time Attack Dungeon Run - Lost World' (MY) which was held in 1 Utama on the 6th of June 2009.
As you can see, my character nick 'Haxter' is one of the 2nd place winner for the cabal cash prize of 200k to be split even between the 6 of us, but right until now, I have yet been credited. I checked my Asiasoft Passport, and this is what I got:
They said they would credit the prize to us within 7 working days of the announcement of the winner list and guess when was the announcement made? 10th of June 2009. What is the date now? 4th of July 2009 and they had decided to 'speed up' the process by asking us over the QBox for the prizes that we want in exchange of the Cabal Cash being credited to our account and this is what I am still getting:
Nice job Asiasoft, nice.
This is but just 1 event that they did not live up to their promise. In another event, the server had undergone a maintenance and in one of the announcement it stated Channels Optimization'. We were wondering what exactly does that mean, maybe a lagless connection or a smoother one would take place after the maintenance, but what was expected instead was something far worse.
After the 30th of June 2009 Server Maintenance, channels for CabalSEA servers (Mercury, Venus and Mars) has been reduced from 24 to 12. If they think reducing the number of channels would optimize performance for the server, they thought wrong.
There were even a lot of protest and hubbub regarding this as the effect from this action was very visible in the forum and the topic is found here. Not only the shrinking of the channels caused the player population to squeeze into the already small number of channels, but due to the increases of population per channel, the channel became even laggier than before. Players are cramped up and a lot of issues happened. Territorial disputes even happen because of this.
So much drama, so much problems, so much shit happening in CabalSEA alone. Hackers are running amock and what are the Game Master/Moderators doing? Banned none of them.
My freedom to sell or trade my account is also refrained from me. I seriously doubt Asiasoft being the top and leading gaming company for SouthEast Asia. It is the worse I've seen by far, they pretty much resemble E-Games. Who's E-Games? See, a company as retarded as that has been forgotten by people except from the Phillipines because E-Games is still thriving there.
All I know is, Asiasoft is a waste of time and money. Spend nothing on them or regret and dread your hard earned money and precious time on a FAILURE company.
To top it all off folks, here is the result from a random search which I typed 'Asiasoft Sucks' on Google (take note of the Results X of X part);
What have I achieved in my life? Nothing. How many things and/or people have I broken or shattered? Tons.
For those who hate reading everything, please skip to the summary at the bottom by clicking this.
I have been doing a lot of things some people would describe as a 'good' person would do. I never smoked. I never gamble for real money. I never killed an innocent life. I never robbed a bank, although I confess I had stolen a pack of Twisties from a shop once. I never cheat people, cause I know it is wrong and yet, I have been punished over and over again. One thing I know I did that I have been guilty for but ever since had stopped doing was - lying.
It all started when I was young. I used to like to tell lies because I thought I could get away with things. I used to lie to my parents about simplest of things, such as finishing candy which I'm not supposed to, spending money on unwanted or useless items and so forth. I still remember making a phone call to a televised game which requires you to input your moves through the keypad of the phone which caused the phone bill to be hefty. I was really foolish, but I was naive enough to let the television influence me, not like this has changed ...
I never knew about the negativity that lingers in the world because my parents had been doing one heck of a good job keeping me in a safe world. I am so foolish. I never once thought I could survive without them and the thought now returns to haunt me, for it is true.
I was a real newbie when it comes to technology, let alone gaming until I met a guy in secondary school. He started teaching me the 'joys' of playing games, that is when I started to play online games and got hooked to it. I was so hooked on games I spent my pocket money constantly going to the internet cafe to play these games as I do not own a PC capable of playing online games instead of beneficial things such as saving it for a rainy day on food or buying clothes and stuff. Perhaps, that was the biggest impact on my life in which had made me hate it all that much.
I was so keen on playing games, like an addict on a drug haul. I always played truant by skipping classes and going to these internet cafes to play games. Inevitably, I had been caught by my parents and yet I was still stubborn and addicted to playing these games, I defied their wishes. I am very foolish.
All these gaming issues caused me to slack in my studies. If I had not been introduced to these games, I would have been the studious student that I had had imagined to be. Although I would be labelled as a geek, my life would have been more meaningful, instead of what I am now. With that, I never scored good greats for my SPM and this not only disappoints me, but my parents as well. I am beyond foolish, an idiot.
Years have passed. Changes come, changes go. Although there are more changes to my life, I was still incapable of doing things right. I wanted to go into biotech studies for diploma as I was still keen on studying Biology and Chemistry eventhough I had crappy grades and even while being influenced by games, the wanting to learn still burns within me like a never ending flame. My dad could not afford my studies, thus I picked my second choice back then which I think was a stupid one. The only reason I picked IT was because I wanted to get a PC to play games, not very much because I wanted to learn about computing. Again, a real idiot and selfish one too.
What I wish to have taken instead was Journalism. I love writing more than anything, and I was a little too late to realise this when I was already half way into my diploma. I didn't want to waste my parent's hard earn money so I continued.
One of my biggest regret is that because of my addicition towards gaming caused me to do something so sinful, God himself will never forgive me for doing it. I hit my father, literally with my fist over the reason of playing games. I deeply regret how foolish I was. Because I was so keen on trying to 'achieve' something in games I actually fought with my father on that issue. He was hurt, partially bleeding in his left eye and it was all my fault. I can never ask for his forgiveness and even if he would, I could never accept it. As from that day onward, my relationship with my father had been severed. How could I have let something useless and meaningless as my addiction on games to cause my ties with my father to be so damaged? I am such an imbecile.
Studying soon became my lack of interest. When I advanced to degree before venturing to the working scenario, I had been playful. I never gave enough credit to the people who actually work hard for the degree they earned and I constantly have games up in my mind. With that, I never managed to finish assignments on time as I was too busy playing games instead of doing them. Something which I deeply regret as well. Why was I so consumed by addiction? My mistake. I suffered for it, the consequences that comes with my action.
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I know I haven't posted for awhile, there has been a lot of things that came up lately mainly my dad's passing, me spending money for online monetary currency and a minor car accident. Another proof of how much of an idiot I am that I can never pick the right choice and doing the right thing.
In conclusion, I have done so many mistakes in my life and being so optimistic as I had been is becoming such a daunting feeling to me. I just can't seem to do anything right, I just wish I was never born. Never having to cause my dad so much hardship, indifference and mostly, the severance our father-son relationship. Never caused my sister to be jealous of me because I was so pampered right until now. Never have to cause my mom to constantly cry and worry about me and my welfare. Never to cause any problems to the nice people I have met in my life.
There are so many more things I have done which were all mistakes that given the chance I would rectify, or better yet making sure I never actually exist to do so.
I just wish I was never born, but life is never this easy. Life, just depart from me now ...
Hiya. Noticed I have been missing for 5 days? Well what other reason can it be other than Shitmix, yes!
My patience is wearing thin. The complete neglect and irresponsible behaviour shown by streamyx is seriously unacceptable.
It started at about 7 p.m. on the 21st of May 2009. The latency issue from the morning of that said day became very stringent and making it hard to do about almost everything. Can't play online games, massive delay. It takes more than 10 seconds for a website (such as google) to load and don't get me started on the download speed.
I contacted them about 3 times within these said few days and all I get from them is 'technical FAQ troubleshooting' assistance which does not only waste my time but does not work when the problem was them to begin with.
Complaints are rarely handled properly such as the way most other country does. Why? Malaysian government is run by a bunch of lazy buggers. I don't flippin' care if people consider me racist, but it's the truth - Malays are a bunch of lazy, unproductive, hakuna matata living type of people I have ever seen. Pisses me off to be living in a country govern by them. They do not seek to advance themselves, nor do they seek productivity. I think their goal in life is to meet Tuhan (God). Kudos, pathetic people. Even Christians don't pray 5 times a day, for Christ sake.
Anyway, back to Streamyx. I called Streamyx the first time to complain about how slow the connection was (happened in 21st of May). They said they will feedback to me on the following day regarding this problem. They did, but not to the terms in which that could improve the situation. I was given a feedback the following day (22nd May) somewhere around noon till evening that they had 'resetted the port' at my area and claimed that it will solve the problem - but it didn't.
So I went to tinker with my Modem for a little (the cheap Billion modem/router given by Streamyx) to help with the connection sequence, as instructed by the Help line. Not only did it not fix the problem, it made it worst. The PPP light for the modem/router completely shut off and no more connection to the internet since then.
I have no idea where I drew my patience from, but it was still holding on, even remotely enough to keep me sane. Even after 3 days since then, the technician had still yet to come to my house and no response at all from the corresponding person. No phone calls. No show. Productivity zero.
It's sad to say that I am going crazy staying in Malaysia. Internet is the infrastructure to the world, and Malaysia is suppressing the nation from their rights to be creative and diverse.
It's sad to know I'm a Malaysian. I seriously detest myself from admitting as one and I'm glad Streamyx has a bad review on the Wikipedia page.
I kind of expected this from tmnet. It has been 1 month since I re-used streamyx. I remember it was about 3 to 4 weeks ago, the streamyx line was exceptionally great, for Malaysian ISP that is.
My online game (CabalSEA), although only within SEA region connection was doing quite well, even if I'm using a wi-fi connection, surfing the web was as fast as Daniel's line and youtube streaming was great for Malaysian ISP standards.
But since yesterday GMT+8 10 a.m. in the morning (Wednesday), my line starts to act up. The web surfing was becoming sluggish, the delay in CabalSEA was 5 seconds (casted buff, buff icon appears 5 seconds after and etc.) but the funny thing is facebook connection and google is not compromised (within a set of limitation) so I'm only RC-ing for the moment ...
Streamyx has yet to fix this, and I am very pissed with the service they are providing. I even complained to MCMC (Malaysian Communications and Multimedia Commissions)
No, I have not been inactive from blogging, just busy with final preparation for the end of year 2 semester for my degree.
Assignments, almost all completed. Exams, not started, but will after my assignments are done and submitted. Cabal? Semi-active as I will now try to achieve the title 'Hidden T is watching over you' (Completes all Hidden T quests) as all that are left now are the LiD quests, FR bosses (2; Karion and Cockatrice) and the final Solo D.T., Ancient City in Ruina.
As for blog layout, still tinkering with the stuff I have such as change of colour scheme or arrangements, the 'About Us' tabs which makes no sense for a blog o_O and the banner on top, which would comprise of multiple things I like (e.g. o2jam, cabal, colours, etc.) or describes me.
So await my next post, with new layout changes as well as updates =)
p.s. My Facebook is active especially in Restaurant City, add me there =D
Yay, time to kick this stupid addiction aside after what seem to be the breaking point of the game.
I have thought of quitting before, and it was not easy to do. Just about the same feeling I had back when I said I wanted to quit Blueserver, and look where I am now?
It is hard, no doubt but I will try. I probably will join Yu Sing and my college buddies in WoW, although I'm not profficient in that game, I'd rather have that company than retards in CabalSEA.
Why quit CabalSEA, when it is such an awesome game? Plain and simple. Hackers. Botters. Alz Buyers and Sellers. CMs with retarded events only for Singapore (mainly). Malaysians are victims in Cash Shop items as it is doubled the price (don't get me started on conversions).
Amongst them all, I hate how such a good game can be so ill managed by retarded management.
So here's to the money I lost in the game, and to the times when I thought this game was actually worthwhile playing.
P.S. Fuck you alz buying, game hacking, bot using players.
It's funny how things in reality can be such a contradiction. When you think your parents know you the best, it turns out they don't know you that well after all.
These passed few weeks had been very hectic on me. My assignments piling up. The concern of my group member's work and the assignment pressure. My father's condition. My mom's concern for me, for my dad and anything else in between. The accidents I had with the car while on the road.
These are just a portion of things I'm worried about. There doesn't seem to be enough patience left in my reservoir of sanity to bear all these pressure. I'm just rather intrigued at how I have yet to slip into an insanity streak.
The only person who understands me the best happens to be my best friend, Daniel. He's always, and I mean always, been there for me when the chips are low and when the tide is high. Through good and bad, he's always supporting me, not judging me because he knows I'm capable of making my own decisions, an adult.
All I hope for now is that I will start to pick up the pieces, grasp all of the sanity left within me and keep on moving, keep moving along into a life I hope to be free of the pressure I attain.
With this, I will leave you with the lyrics to one of the songs that had kept me going, right up even until now.
The All American Rejects
Move Along
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking When you fall everyone sins Another day and you've had your fill of sinking With the life held in your Hands are shaking cold These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong Move along, move along like I know you do And even when your hope is gone Move along, move along just to make it through Move along Move along
So a day when you've lost yourself completely Could be a night when your life ends Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving All the pain held in your Hands are shaking cold Your hands are mine to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong Move along, move along like I know you do And even when your hope is gone Move along, move along just to make it through Move along (Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong we move along (Go on, go on, go on, go on) When everything is wrong, we move along Along, along, along
When all you got to keep is strong Move along, move along like I know you do And even when your hope is gone Move along, move along just to make it through
When all you got to keep is strong Move along, move along like I know you do And even when your hope is gone Move along, move along just to make it through
When all you got to keep is strong Move along, move along like I know you do And even when your hope is gone Move along, move along just to make it through
(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on) Right back what is wrong We move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on) Right back what is wrong We move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on) Right back what is wrong We move along
Yes, proper translation is always hard to find but that is how I find the show to be like in Malay.
I watched this show about 3 weeks back, and yes, I'm totally going all out in movies these days. I don't really like action, but we just need a little bit of adrenaline pumping once in awhile.
What made this show interesting is that this to some fans may seem like a sequel, some as a prequel and others somewhere in between.
The story was considered to be the prequel for Tokyo Drift and a sequel to 2 Fast 2 Furious, or in some fan's case, prequel to the first Fast & Furious.
All in all, this show was worth the watch. I'm not that into action, but I rate this a 7.5 out of 10, so guys and fans out there, give it a go, it's worth while after all.
So what's so great about this event? You can either read the link I had given above or a summary below:
For New Registrants
55K A-Cash
10 Days Platinum Service
For Users Refered by New Registrants
55K A-Cash
3 Days Platinum Service per Newly Refered User (Maximum of 10 refers for up to 30 days)
Now, for the catch. In order for either users to win anything, newly registered users should be refered and complete their nation quest and reach level 95 between 10th of April and 10th of May 2009.
Here are the details if you wish to deem me as your referer:
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I just watched this show in HBO 3 to 4 weeks ago and I know what you guys must be wondering, a 'Chick Flick'?
Yeah ... getting soft here but honestly this show is worth watching if you want a good cry (I did however held some tears back). This show really took a spin off some actors and actresses famed characters from hit shows that they were from. Ryan Reynolds was first known in the Silver Screen as Berg in the comedy series Two Guys, a Girl and a Pizza Place, Rachel Weisz acted side by side with Keanu Reeves as the physcic sisters Angela and Isabel Dodson in Constantine.
The story follows up with a divorced father, Will Hayes (Ryan Reynolds) that seemingly seem to be just out of luck when it comes to finding the perfect one in his life. His daughter, Maya (Abigail Breslin) sought out to help him find his true love by hearing the story of how he met 3 girls in his life and which he fell in love with the most.
The movie in my opinion was a different approach to most of the other lovey-dovey stories out there, and I would rate it a 7 out of 10 as this show has a lot of charms to it, and it is worth well a watch.
Okay. Some songs were nice to hear, when you want to hear it. The trouble with how these songs become distaintful to the ears is due to people themselves. Why, you ask? Simple. When a song becomes a big hit e.g. Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis, the radio stations would play it so frequent that there has been a ratio of 4 to 5 air plays per day, on an individual radio station itself.
No doubt it is a big hit, but playing it too often would not just kill its hit-dome, it overkills. If that was not enough, some people themselves would blast the songs on their PC, laptops, iPods and etc. where everyone else would be able to listen to it, and some put it on a single repeat. Continous dose of a song more than 3 times is enough to make you puke and hate a song. Currently, Taylor Swift's Love Story is on my Public Number 1 Most Hated Hit List due to these people's unconditional addiction to the song. Don't get me wrong, I liked it when the song was not overplayed, now I'm dreadfully tormented by its tune.
In support with no overkill of songs, I have revamped the lyrics for The All-American Rejects' Gives You Hell song to make sure you guys don't overplay songs anymore:
I wake up every morning With a big grin on my face And it never feels out of place And you're still probably listening To that song you hear for days I wonder how you're not dazed
When you like a song Don't you wear it out, don't you wear it out When you sing along Don't you wear it out, don't you wear it out
Now where's your sanity love And where's that shining smile Did it ever run a mile? You never change your songs, love Never seen you locked so hard To a tune in the song's first part
Truth be told I diss you Truth be told I ain't lying
When you like a song Don't you wear it out, don't you wear it out When you sing along Don't you wear it out, don't you wear it out If you find a song, you sing along and feel so loud Then you're a fool, and very soon you'll wear it out Don't you wear it out
Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself When will they start the song? The radio goes on and on
Truth be told I diss you Truth be told I ain't lying
When you like a song Don't you wear it out, don't you wear it out When you sing along Don't you wear it out, don't you wear it out If you find a song, you sing along and feel so loud Then you're a fool, and very soon you'll wear it out
Now you'll never see What you've done to me You can stop playing those silly songs They're no good to me And here's all the times You kept repeating through the nights With the sad, sad song That you love so well
When you like a song Don't you wear it out, don't you wear it out When you sing along Don't you wear it out, don't you wear it out If you find a song, you sing along and feel so loud Then you're a fool, and very soon you'll wear it out
When you like a song Don't you wear it out, don't you wear it out When you sing along Don't you wear it out, don't you wear it out If you find a song, stop the sing-along and it will help You're not a fool, you've just come through, and you're doing well Keep all this up and you are doing really well So help us all, stop playing and we'll treat you well
(This lyric is not meant to be used for anything other than the purpose of making people know how annoying it is to repeat a song too often and spreading the 'joy' of repetition around)
Last Sunday was my sister's wedding dinner, and boy it sure was a grand one (like a drama queen she is, it was fitting =D). In any case, the days that follow up to it and on-going after was not doing so well for me though.
Firstly, I had to wake up on Sunday at 8 a.m. for the arrival of Faizal to my home to pick the lovely bride. It was a chinese tradition, so with respect, I did what I had to do e.g. the guy who opens the groom's car door, tea-giving ceremony and etc. Throughout the whole process, I had to run all the way up and down the house to fulfill my sister's request (but mainly, my fussy mom's). I was not only tired, I was sweating. It was a 3 stories building, climbing all that stairs even at my age can be exhausting.
In the process, I had to take pictures of all that has happened. Although I hate snapping photos even with me or be it me whom takes them, I volunteered. What the irony was is that there were at least 5 people holding camera, be it hired for it or friends and families, rendering me speechless when having to take pictures when there are people doing it already.
So I was a little annoyed at that time, and I remembered my mom just had to add more spice to the broth when she gave a comment on how messy my room was. It completely made me rupture in anger, scolding her in amidst of a small crowd. I was very agitated, not caring what the consequences had been, but it was worth it to make her keep quiet.
That night, all went well (thankfully) and I followed my cousins to Red Box at the Curve for a karoake session. I enjoyed it because I was able to let a little frustration off my chest, but there were more pent up inside, making it unreachable till another source of discontent that could make me burst at the drop of a tone.
My handphone's battery had died, and for the whole of yesterday I was rendered connectionless. The karoake session ended at 3 a.m. and went to sleep at about half passed 4. When I had noticed the mounting number of smses I got, it was probably too late to acknowledge them or replying them for that matter.
What made things worse was that when I came on today to finish my part of the group assignment, I could not understand a few things that I had to translate from a diagram. Asking the person in-charge, all I get was 'Just do it'. If I am unable to understand what I am doing, what was the point?
I kind of put up with this person. Not only has he been rude the way he wants to command respect when he has been appointed the leader and for the fact that he talks about games more than I could imagine, but he seem to forget humans have feelings too. Right, so I may be a little late on the job and probably caused some unwanted results, but know this - I still have no internet at my home, I had a wedding to attend and I may not know when I will get any internet connectivity back. He just doesn't seem to put himself in my shoes. It isn't easy for me - I can't do my assignments, no research, nothing. Does he know that? I don't think so.
Thanks to this shitty fate I am in, I might drop my degree because of this. Although Daniel was a persistent and hardworking person, he does not project the feel of antipathy unto you. I may be getting too old for all of this.
Why is the title so long? Well, it depicts how I feel today.
It started out with me waiting for the 11 a.m. war in CabalSEA. The clock shown on the display of the taskbar was 11 a.m. and I was anxious to hit the [Join] button. I waited for what felt like 3 minute and in fact, it was 3 minutes passed 11 a.m. as shown at the taskbar when the prompt appear.
While I was in war, I felt as though 45 minutes have passed while in war (not counting the lobby time) and when I looked at the remaining timer, i was still 45 minutes to go ... wow, time sure passed by slowly today ...
As I finished the war and danced for sp, it was after 12 p.m. and I had a class at that time. I was hurting for time but I wanted to make sure I had 4 sp bar left for the upcoming war, whenever I do war and I thought I'd be at least 30 mintues late for my class (1/2 of the 1 hour class period) but to my shocker, I made it to class at 12.24 p.m. and when I left the lobby of Spade Brilliante at 12.19 p.m.
Time sure passes really slow today, is this some sort of sign? Am I suppose to take things slowly to come? But my life is so upbeat that there is not a minute to rest, I am not sure if I should oppose my nature by foreboding this, sign.
For all the veterans of Blueserver, I had decided to make a blog within UCPRO, the new substitute for Blueserver on the actual events that had taken place for Blueserver V3.
My blog link is found under my profile in there, and if you guys think I will need to change certain information because I may have stated it to be a little off, then please do help me to tell the story as it is.
It has been about a year and a quarter since I moved with my family to the location, Sunway SPK Damansara.
I had suffered almost a year's worth of torment from iZZi's incompetent service that I had totally given up on actually taking anymore initiatives to revive the service's use.
I, for one admits that I had broken the iBurst terminal (iZZi's modem) and no longer wish to have anything to do with it. I know, that it is a common thing for me to break modems, but I have very, very viable reason for it this time.
From my earlier post, 'iZZi caused me to disconnect from CabalSEA's Nation War', I had been utterly frustrated with the constant disconnections that it was the last straw, not just due to that alone, but the problem I have had since last year, precisely August 2008.
The problem, ladies and gentleman is that I had returned the iBurst terminal before due to faulty parts, and they changed for another. Since then, I could not login with my username and password. I have been given temporary username and password to access their service ever since, and even after many consultations be it in their office and over their customer care line, no improvements at all.
Their reason being is that it was a problem happening within their user database. After I had returned the modem for the first time, my username and password had been removed from the database. Talk about consistency in work, pfft. What was worse is that they have yet to resolve it, right up till today even!
Thus, my disatisfactory in their service had reached its peak, and I have had enough of their incompetency.
Now, I am rendered internet-less since my area have crappy ISP issues. For starters, tmnut. Eventhough they may be the most reliable (hate to admit it) in Malaysia, they still fail to dodge my bullet when I say they are completely complacent. It has been more than a year since I last enquired if it was possible to subscribe to their broadband service over at my area, with the reason 'insufficient port'. Screw you guys, real hard.
As for P1 W1MAX, they seem to be a rather new establishment, yet their customer service (when dealing face to face) is very good, to my surprise. The defacto, for me, is that my area is not covered till about July 2009. Great ...
I probably given up after that, due to the many distaintful feedbacks I get from other broadband services in Malaysia (namely Maxis Broadband and Celcom Broadband) which just takes a toll on me looking forward to subscribe to them.
Now, I am just going to rot in my home, the 'beautiful' home which is the center for ISP shitville. I can't play games, I can't do my assignments and researches, I can't do nothing without a line. God, screw me over and get it over with. I hate Malaysia. I hate living this craptastic life.
Okay, 7 p.m. nation war. I just launched the Alpha-Omega strategy, and we are on a climatic brink of conquering Procyons in the level 95 to 129 war. When I finished constructing the Warp, I got dced.
Let me see; 1m for entrance and 1.5m for the warp tower. Total? 2.5m lost in the war because my score was below 30, and knowing the Capella fags in the server will not disconnect after earning 30 points, I'm stuck wasting 2.5m and NO WEXP earned.
After calling the customer care line (if they even care in the first place), they said it requires a 24 hour maintenance period. Pfft, waste another days' worth of payment.
Thanks iZZi, you make my life so much more misearable than it is.
Screw iZZi, screw all you fags. Hope all you people working with iZZi directly or indirectly burn in the flames of eternal hell.
Through careful analysis, I found a grave mistake done by the network technicians for CabalSEA. After every network maintenance, what we thought to be of an improvement turns out to be of the total opposite.
The first time after my return to CabalSEA, there was a Network Maintenance, scheduled to be on the 5th of January, 2009 (original article found here). When I logged in at 1 a.m. or so on the following day, which is the 6th, the game was spiking so badly that I had a 16 hour hiatus on the game. Following 3 days after that, the gameplay went back to normal, thankfully.
Now, on the brink of an upcoming network maintenance ... here ... the gameplay became sluggish as usual ...
Sigh, I have never been so distaintful towards a game like I do for this shitty service Asiasoft is giving.
It's been awhile since I updated my blog, cause I went back to CabalSEA again. Anyway, the current song(s) that has been with me through thick and thin, in short, songs that I play cause I feel the empathic vibe from it to be consoling is This Is Me, by Demi Lovato featuring Joe Jonas from the Jonas Brothers.
The video(taken from the actual scene from Camp Rock):
The lyrics(edited cause I'm a d00d):
I've always been that kinda guy, that hid my face So afraid to tell the world, what I've got to say But I have this dream, right inside of me I'm gonna let it show, it's time to let you know, to let you know
CHORUS This is real, this is me I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now Gonna let the light, shine on me Now I've found, who I am There's no need to hold it in No more hiding who I wanna be This is me
Do you know what is like, to feel so in the dark? To dream about a light, well you're the shining star Eventhough it seem, like it's too far away I have to believe in myself, it's the only way
Repeat CHORUS
You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I am singing I need to find you, I gotta find you You're the missing piece I need, the song inside of me I need to find you, I gotta find you
Repeat CHORUS
(This is me) You're the missing piece I need, the song inside of me (This is me) You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I am singing
Now I've found, who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I wanna be This is me
When you understand the lyrics, you can tell how I feel. Sorry for the late update, been very tied up with paradigms of enigma.
