It's funny how things in reality can be such a contradiction. When you think your parents know you the best, it turns out they don't know you that well after all.

These passed few weeks had been very hectic on me. My assignments piling up. The concern of my group member's work and the assignment pressure. My father's condition. My mom's concern for me, for my dad and anything else in between. The accidents I had with the car while on the road.

These are just a portion of things I'm worried about. There doesn't seem to be enough patience left in my reservoir of sanity to bear all these pressure. I'm just rather intrigued at how I have yet to slip into an insanity streak.

The only person who understands me the best happens to be my best friend, Daniel. He's always, and I mean always, been there for me when the chips are low and when the tide is high. Through good and bad, he's always supporting me, not judging me because he knows I'm capable of making my own decisions, an adult.

All I hope for now is that I will start to pick up the pieces, grasp all of the sanity left within me and keep on moving, keep moving along into a life I hope to be free of the pressure I attain.

With this, I will leave you with the lyrics to one of the songs that had kept me going, right up even until now.

The All American Rejects

Move Along

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

(Move along)

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along


For a better life, Godspeed ...