Alright folks! Time to put your knowledge on the Original FF7 to the test with this little trivia!

Question 1

What was Tifa doing before she worked in the 7th Heaven bar?

A.	As a waitress back in her hometown, Nibelheim after training with Zangan.
B.	As a mercenary for the previous AVALANCHE, to help protect the Earth from Shinra.
C.	Travelling around the world to find for Zack and Cloud.
D.	Devoted her life in searching for answers and seek revenge against Shinra.

Question 2

How much AP is on the materia "Throw" when you first found Yuffie?

A.	400
B.	800
C.	1600
A.	4000

Question 3

What is the hit ratio for Buster Sword?

A.	96 %
B.	98 %
A.	100 %
A.	255 %

Question 4

How many characters that have the standard Limit Break (not including Sephiroth)?

A.	3
B.	4
C.	6
D.	9

Question 5

What is the name of Marlene's mother?

A.	Sheryl
B.	Tifa
C.	Eleanor
D.	Eileen

Question 6

What are all the Weapons as seen in Final Fantasy VII?

A.	Amethyst, Diamond, Ruby, Sapphire, Ultima
B.	Amethyst, Diamond, Emerald, Ruby, Sapphire, Ultima
C.	Diamond, Emerald, Ruby, Sapphire, Ultima
D.	Diamond, Emerald, Ruby, Sapphire, Topaz, Ultima

Question 7

What are all the aircrafts that belonged to Shinra found in the game?

A.	Gelnika, Highwind
B.	Gelnika, Highwind, Tiny Bronco
C.	Gelnika, Highwind, SS Anne, Tiny Bronco
D.	Highwind, Tiny Bronco

Question 8

Which weapon(s) Yuffie and Red XIII had that was different from the rest (in terms of type) respectively?

A.	Pinwheel, Hairpin
B.	Pinwheel, Seraph Comb
C.	Rising Sun, Hairpin
D.	Rising Sun, Seraph Comb

Question 9

How many weapons in the game that has triple AP growth, double AP growth and no AP growth respectively?

A.	2, 18, 23
B.	2, 20, 21
C.	3, 20, 22
D.	8, 16, 24

Question 10

Which character had the least connection to the storyline in overall?

A.	Vincent Valentine
B.	Yuffie Kisaragi

The correct answers for each questions are found below (highlight to see the answer):

1. D
2. A
3. A
4. C
5. C
6. C
7. B
8. A
9. B
10. B

Once you have counted your total number of correct answers, here's a score on how big of a fan you are:

0 - 3	You just finished this game once and that is all it will ever be, the once-only game. Not a FF7 fan.
4 - 6	You probably started playing this back after playing Crisis Core. There is a potential that you might be a FF7 fan.
7 - 9	Very close! Not a huge FF7 fan, but you qualify to call yourself a fanatic still.
10	Now we are talking! Welcome to the FF7 fan club!

I hope you enjoy this trivia, until then, I will search for the white materia =)

I seriously am pissed with iZZi even more recently.

I have been disconnected more than 7 times in one single hour, and I might quit Cabal SEA permanently if this keeps happening. Stupid iZZi making me quit the only MMORPG I am seriously concentrating on.

It started this weekend, Saturday (13th December 2008), whenever I go dungeons, afk dummy, fight anything, walk anywhere else outside of town or even walk around in town, I get dced.

I am so f*cking pissed with iZZi for having shitty services like this. I mean, Asiasoft hardly have any difficulties with their services, then suddenly "Oh-shit-I-will-be-disconnected-from-the-game-after-this-10-seconds-freeze" incident that happens before I get dced just takes a toll on my nerves.

So here, f*ck you iZZi for providing shitty ass services. iZZi, your services is as bad as TMNet, one of the lousiest ISP for Malaysia. Kudos, you suck big time, you are no different from them.

I will look into P1 WiMAX due to this incident.

Was just wondering if there was any upcoming latest release on MMORPG, cause I am getting bored of re-playing old online games.

I want to play something new and get hooked on it AT LEAST until the game is going to die ...

So was wondering, any community samaritans can help with this? Drop a comment.

P.S. preferably, the game is located in South-East Asia.

Meh, my friend brought me back to this game (which I kind of liked it ... until now). So here is how to patch these updates manually fresh from the DVD installation of CABALSEA obtained via PCGamers Magazine for Malaysia, March 2008 issue:

Step 1
First, get the needed patch files via their FTP server (click on the update links below)

update_6.dat
update_12.dat
update_14.dat
update_21.dat
update_23.dat
update_26.dat
update_33.dat
update_34.dat
update_38.dat
update_39.dat
update_48.dat

Step 2
Make the folder to 'Read Only'. Then, delete all the files with 'update' in it found in your "X:\Program Files\Cabal (SG MY)\Launcher" (X being your Disk Drive letter) folder.

Step 3
Delete your CabalMain.exe and Launcher.exe, and patch it up.


I think this method is not working, at least the links to the updates files are valid. I will update as soon as I get a hold of the complete details.

Changelog
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12-12-08	-	Changed the description for Step 2
	-	Changed the URL site as the directory of the patch server was changed.
	-	Added Update_48.dat

Breeding Chocobo in Final Fantasy VII is considerably fun, and time consuming. Chocobo breeding becomes available only in Disc 2 after you have acquired the Highwind.

Here are a few things you should prepare before you start your choco-breeding adventure:

• Have at least 1.06 million gil in your pocket
• Have 3 Carob Nuts * in hand
• Have 1 Zeio Nut ** in hand
• Stock up on Sylkis Green *** with that 1 million gil of yours

The benefits of a coloured Chocobo:

• Gain access to the Ancient Forest
• Obtain the 4 caved materias (Quadra Magic, HP <-> MP, Mime, KotR)
• Visit Lucrecia's fountain
• The Gold Chocobo does everything a normal, Black, Blue and Green Chocobo can

Okay, let us begin.

Step 1: Space for Rent
Head on over to the Chocobo Ranch nearby the Midgar Zolom.
All the Chocobos that were in the small pent are now gone, and you can rent the stalls within the chocobo ranch. Each stall costs 10,000 gil.
Rent at least 4(advisable 6) stalls from Bill's father in the house.
Purchase some cheap Greens (the first one that cost 100 Gil each) which you will need to use to feed the Chocobos for capture out on the fields.

Step 2: Seperating the Best from the Rest
Make sure you have someone equipped with the Chocobo Lure materia.
Now, head on over with your Highwind to the Chocobo tracks nearby Rocket Town.
Walk around and capture 4 to 6 Chocobos in this area. Remember to send them back to the ranch.
Head back to the Chocobo Ranch and move the Chocobos into the stalls.
Move ONLY the ones where Choco Bill says "This is a great chocobo", if Choco Bill says "This one is so-so", release them.
Remember to move 1 Female and 1 Male Chocobo of the great type into the stall.

Step 3: Back on Track
You can attempt to breed the newly captured Chocobos but it is advisable not to, as the rate for the two Chocobos to produce the Blue or Green Chocobo is rather low.
Also, you will need to mate them with a Carob Nut.
To increase your success chance on a Blue or Green Chocobo to be given birth by these parents, get them to race in the Chocobo Square in Gold Saucer to raise their ranks to at least A(reaching S rank ensures a Blue or Green Chocobo).
Now, mate these two high ranking Chocobos and await the result.
You will get Blue or Green Chocobo at random, so pay attention to which one you got, including the gender as well.
(I would advise saving at the point when you first received a coloured Chocobo)

Step 4: What goes Around, comes Around
Repeat steps 2 and 3 to breed for the other coloured Chocobo.
You will need to make sure both the Blue and Green Chocobos are of different genders, then mate them with a Carob Nut.
Of course, the higher ranking these two Chocobos are the higher chance you will get the Black Chocobo.
If both the Blue or Green Chocobos are not of A rank at least, the breeding will result in a Blue or Green Chocobo as their offspring.

Step 5: The Coveted
Okay, you got your Black Chocobo, what next? You are just one step away from attaining the Gold Chocobo that you have worked so hard for =)
Now, head on over to the Chocobo tracks in Icicle Area, a little south of Icicle Inn.
Capture about 2 to 4 Chocobos in this area, then head back to the ranch.
Move the Chocobos you have caught there into the empty space in the stall, if you only purchase 4 stalls, I would advise that you release your Blue or Green Chocobo or rent another for the Chocobo from Icicle Area and the Gold Chocobo.
When moving the Chocobo in, there will be one that looks like it is dashing and Choco Bill will comment that it is a 'Wonderful' Chocobo, that is the one you need.
Make sure the Wonderful Chocobo you are moving is the opposite gender of the Black Chocobo you have.
Again, repeat steps 2 and 3 for the 'Wonderful' Chocobo and mate with the Black Chocobo.


Congratulations, now you have a Gold Chocobo!
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* - The Carob Nut can be obtained by a monster in the Icicle region wherever there is a grassy patch. The monster name is Vlakorados and is un-sense-able and have about 30k HP (rough estimation). You can either Steal from it or win it after the battle.

** - The Zeio Nut can be obtained by a monster in an island a little north east of the Midgar region, in the Goblin Island area. The monster, of course is Goblin. You can either win or steal the Zeio Nuts from them.

*** - The Sylkis Green is obtained via the Chocobo Sage, a little south east of Icicle Inn where you can enter by Highwind or a Gold Chocobo. Here, you can purchase them for 5k Gil each. A little pricey, but it is well worth the spend as it raises all 3 of the Chocobo's statistics drastically (Endurance, Speed, Intelligence)



Update Log
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04-03-09	-	Changed the statement where Zeio nuts must be won in order to obtain them from Goblins to be stolen and won as well.
	-	Changed the statement where Vlakorados has an estimation of 25k HP to 30k HP.

So much has happened since the dawn of November.

I never thought that so many changes can be so deftly impacting. I lost my internet connection due to retarded services provided by an alternative ISP. I lost whom I thought was my best friend on what reason I don't and wish not to know. I lost my online community because of frustration and hindrance.

The only time I have internet access is while I'm in my college labs. Wow, I'm so f*cked up.

I lost it all ... and I'm going to lose it if my studies and work stacks up and accumulates into a mountain of stress which I will never be able to withstand. I have no more close friends that I could talk to. I have no more friends that would comfort me when I need someone to care for me.

I just ... feel like I'll be lost in an abyss of loneliness. There are no more real friends in this world. It is a doggy dog world out there. I hate humanity. I really think the coming of apocalypse is just what this world needs to purge ridiculous humans off from the face of this planet.

Sometimes, we tend to forget that we study so much about everything else around us, but we neglect to explore more about ourselves. Finding yourself - getting to know yourself completely.

Everyone has their strengths, and weaknesses. It is inevitable. We all have our flaw(s).

I got to know myself better day by day, and had finally concluded that I know myself completely.

Here are my strengths and weaknesses:

Strengths

• Perfectionist


• Enthusiasm is prominent when doing something I really really like


• A knack to expand idealism


• Exponential grasp on English grammar

My Weaknesses

• Perfectionist


• OCD when trying to achieve something


• Lose interest on a subject as quick as a diesel car engine on fuel if it does not appeal to me


• Reluctant to except convention and intervention opposing my own


• Power hungry


• Cocky


• Tend to take on challenges and escapades when I cannot handle it


• The habit of correcting other people's grammar

Yeah, I have a lot of flaws ...

I wish to change, but it is part of what makes me tick ... but the very least I know what I am - and hoping I could change, eventually ...

I know it is natural for us to be sceptical when it comes to dealing with something new, but iZZi clearly took the cake when I say their new fangled nonsense is just not cut out to what it has promised.

First off, their packages only delivers 1/2 (yes, half) of what they said they were capable of. Say, subscribeing to iZZiPro, 1Mbps speed. I'm getting an average of 512kbps.

Secondly, they have the habit of having maintenance daily, at a fixed time (refer to my disruption log for the pattern of disruption).

Although, the only perk I can see from iZZi is that they do NOT have P2P throttling imposed, so yeah, torrent junkies like myself am happy for that.

Okay enough about those, what I'm saying is their current incompetency in solving troubleshooting issues.

See, my modem was busted about 1 1/2 months ago, so I changed for a new modem. It worked fine, for about 3 weeks or so, then disaster struck.

I remembered it was a Saturday (3 weeks ago), I was still logged on during the morning. I logged off in the evening, forgotten why I did so. Then I tried logging back on during that night but the error keeps prompting me that I have entered an invalid username/password.

I thought I might have mistyped my password when I slept on my keyboard or something, but I kept getting this error for 3 days. I changed my passwords in the long run while I log in, and it just screws up even worse. Now I need to reset my password as well.

So I called them and informed that I would like to reset my password. So the usual procedure goes - enquires for my identity, security shit and stuff and finally my username. I gave them my username and guess what - IT DOES NOT EXIST.

What the f*ck?

Okay, I told them I had returned my unusable modem for a new working one, which yes, it did work for 3 weeks and kaput, one day it decides to stop working. So the tech support told me to call the help line, which inquired my User Terminal ID. The guy asked me to re-register my ID (First Time login thingy in iZZi's main page). So I did, and I found out I need some Security Code thingy.

I e-mailed them and they replied the Security Code is found on the box of the modem (an the e-mail had 2 grammatical error, gawd). So I checked the box of the iZZiPro. Guess what - the User Terminal ID found on the box was NOT the SAME as of the iZZiPro modem, which they had another sticker at the bottom of it.

What the f*ck?

iZZi is so screwed up and I have no internet access since then. I wish I could get my refund back, stupid ISP. The only goddamn reason I used louZi is cause shitmyx has no port in my area.

Malaysia has so many douche bag ISPs, explains why they don't grow in the field of internet technology. Malaysia is gonna be stuck in the stone ages because we have louZi ISP and government.

In here, I will introduce the Turtle Paradise Flyers in numerical sequence:

Turtle Paradise Flyer #1

This flyer can be found in the room of the kid found in the Slums in Sector 5.
The flyer is on the second floor, pasted on the wall nearby the stairs where you had come from.


Turtle Paradise Flyer #2

This flyer can be found on the board of the Shinra Inc.'s building during the Aerith rescue.
The flyer is found on the right side of the announcement board, nearby the elevators.


Turtle Paradise Flyer #3

This flyer can be found in the Ghost Square's inn in Gold Saucer.
The flyer is found to the left of the shop entrance within the Ghost Square's inn.

Turtle Paradise Flyer #4

This flyer can be found on the Weapon Shop stand in Cosmo Canyon.
The flyer is found on the left side of the stand when you entered the cavern for the Weapon Shop.


Turtle Paradise Flyer #5

This flyer can be found on the wall of the inn in Cosmo Canyon.
The flyer is found on the left side of the woman behind the counter for the inn, just before entering the room with an Elixir.


Turtle Paradise Flyer #6

This flyer can be found in Yuffie's basement in Wutai.
The flyer is on the long scroll-like parchment on the wall to the right of the entrance of the cage.


Okay, so you found them all. What next? Head on over to the Turtle Paradise building, read the stand outside to initiate the Turtle Flyer's quest then enter the building. Talk to the bar tender and he will reward you with:

• 1 Power Source
• 1 Speed Source
• 1 Magic Source
• 1 Guard Source
• 1 Mind Source
• 1 Luck Source
• 1 Megalixir

You can only do this once.

I was watching this show on HBO yesterday:

Yeah I know it was a 2007 movie, but it got me thinking ... sometimes we just need to step out into a new environment to have a sudden awakening on the true meaning of living your life to the fullest. Perhaps it was a message I can imply to myself - perhaps it was a significant adherence I am to take as I reach the critical point in my life.

Anyway, I will give a quick plot of the story for those who wish to watch this(for whatever particular reason that you wish to watch):

Amanda(Cameron Diaz) is a successful movie-trailer maker that had just broken up with her boyfriend and wants to get away from her sudden cross-road life of L.A. to a place where she hope to sort things out during the coming holiday festivities of Christmas. She came across an ad for a house exchange program in Surrey, a little town in England, which belonged to Iris(Kate Winslet), a journalist which ironically suffers the same situation as Amanda. They made a deal to swap homes and lives for 2 weeks and looking forward to a holiday retreat from their norm. Amanda arrived in displeasure to find that her escape may not be what she had pictured. The night she arrived, she was intruded by Iris' brother, Graham(Jude Law). Iris was amazed by Amanda's settings and met a movie composer, Miles(Jack Black), a friend of Amanda's ex. Amanda and Iris begin to realise that being away from home and getting familiar with a different surrounding can be a good start to a new life.

Watch the show to find out what happens, but of course, it is a good ending and a very festive show worth watching during the coming Christmas holidays.

The show kind of cheered me up and the tiny flare of festive cheers ignites within me.

Happy Holidays people!

Continuing from my previous post, there has been a change since the last time I was online (I mean that in more ways than one).

I think I would rather go back to my roots and be named as I had been given since birth. In short, I'm going to be known as an Average Joe Kevin.

I changed my e-mail now, so for those who are still contacting me on urgent matters, please do mail to my previous e-mail (haxter.bsbanlist@gmail.com) for the new one, only urgent issues please, thanks.

As for the major epiphany I had during my absence, there are a few things that I have made changes with my life and accepting it. I know it is a little early for a New Year's Resolution, I guess it is for the best.

• I had finally moved on from Blueserver (now known as UCPro) affairs and everything that has anything to do with it


• Appreciating my own name better


• Will be moving out of my family's house in 3 years' time


• Putting my all for my assignments and studies

No turning back now.

First - Kevin.
Last - Ch'ng.
Nick - Hakenden.
Year - 1987.

It has been awhile since I last updated the blog.

Probably due to the fact that I have no internet access for the passed week or so.

Probably due to the fact I have so much assignments and stuff piling up.

Probably due to the fact the remaining time is spent on my copies being written for work.

Probably due to the fact that there is just too much shit happening to me and I just need time to digest them.

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Wow, hectic trying to study and work at the same time. I am just so furious that I was not given enough time to do so. I really place both my study and career on the highest scale of importance, I do not wish to compromise on either just to suffice the time I have. Why is it so hard?

Again, parents. I swear I will never get a car of my own unless I bought it with my own hard earn cash (which would probably be in 6 years time or so). Why does she keep thinking I'm not capable? Now, I am left with no choice and I hope she learns to see the importance of me having the car, since someone ditched me and I have no apparent reason as to why he did that, since he does not let me in his world. Then begone, both you stigmatic reign of blight.

People over the internet can be asses as well. If you fail to learn to trust and always staggering at the fact that people can change, you are so f*cked up beyond all repair. I swear, sometimes people don't learn to understand someone else and be too quick to judge. Judge your f*cking self before you judge me, b*tches.

If the world would extinct in 2012, it seem to make sense now since the world is going through an epic turmoil.

- Emo post from Haxter and Hakenden

Here are a list of links to useful guides or posts regarding Final Fantasy 7:

Chocobo Breeding Guide
Limit Break Guide
Turtle Paradise Flyers

Here are a list of links to useful guides or posts regarding Crisis Core:

Newbie Guide

Welcome, click the links below to go to the specific Final Fantasy VII series:

Final Fantasy VII
Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core

Hihi! It's a Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core post that would be helpful to all newbie Crisis Core players that is essential for any hard core gamer that wishes to achieve the best from that game.

For a PSP game, Crisis Core has a high re-playability factor as well as the no ATB style of combat, could keep you glued to it for hours.

Anyway, on to business. For first time Crisis Core-rs, here are the 5 steps you should take note of:

#1: Can't touch this

Always dodge attacks if possible by either constantly moving or with the Roll [Square] and Block [Triangle] moves. It is best to avoid as much damage as possible, death in any RPG games can be frustrating. Always move and dodge attacks, unless if it cannot be blocked or a skill that cannot be prevented. Yes, battle will seem to be longer, but it will ensure your longevity in battle(s).


#2: Little Mako wonders

Give each of your Materia a chance to be MASTER-ed when needed, to bring its fullest effect when using the Materia Fusion function. Stats will be higher and a better Materia grade or type when it is fused at MASTER.

#3: Take it slow

Do not try to rush through the game. I know you want to see those flashy CGs or find out about the story, but certain things are best done before you end the game, such as completing the missions, as it resets after you load a New Game+.


#4: Stand in the face of danger

Want to level up? Want your Materias leveled up? Then the only way to do so is through a lot of battles and let your DMW reels roll.


#5: In memory

Constantly save your game when given the chance to. Every save point you see, take the opportunity to save up, as the smallest mistake (e.g. Wrong Materia stats or type produced after Fusion, died in a mission) can waste you lots of time re-doing it again.


With that said and done, enjoy your game time for Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core.

From the masterpiece by Avenged Sevenfold, A Little Piece of Heaven

Before the story begins
Is it such a sin?
For me to take what's mine
Until the end of time

We were more than friends
Before the story ends
And I will take what's mine
Reaper never get what designed

Our love had been so strong for far too long
I was weak in the knee that something would go wrong
Before the possibilities came true
I took all possibilities from you

Almost laughed myself to tears
Conjuring her deepest fears
Must have stabbed her fifty f*cking times, I can't believe it
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes, eye over easy
EAT IT! EAT IT!

She was never this good in bed even when she was sleeping
Now she's just so perfect, I've never been quite so f*cking deep in

It goes on and on and on
I can keep you looking young and preserved forever
With a fountain sprayed in your youth forever

Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would get cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time, but bye bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry, you had my heart
At least for the most part
Cause everybody's gotta die sometime
We fell apart
Let's make a new start
Cause everybody's gonna die sometime, yeah
But baby don't cry

Possibilities I'd never considered
Are occuring the likes of which I'd never heard
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave
To repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laugh herself to tears
Must have stabbed him fifty f*cking times, I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes, eye over easy
EAT IT! EAT IT!

Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done
Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
While you burn in hell no peace forever

Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would get cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time, but bye bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry, you had my heart
At least for the most part
Cause everybody's gotta die sometime
We fell apart
Let's make a new start
Cause everybody's gonna die sometime, yeah
But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long
To make it up to you
I'll do whatever you want me to do
And if it's not enough
If it's not enough
Try again
And again
Over and over again

We're coming back, coming back
We'll live forever, live forever
Let's have a wedding, have a wedding
Let's start the killing, start the killing

Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would get cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time, but bye bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
Baby don't cry, you had my heart
At least for the most part
Cause everybody's gotta die sometime
We fell apart
Let's make a new start
Cause everybody's gonna die sometime, yeah
But baby don't cry

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I am deeply depressed. So much has happened, so much sh*t that cannot be undone. I just wish I could just die. Why is life so full of crap?

It's not like I robbed the bank or anything, so why am I penalised for something I never did intentionally?

Looks like friendship takes a toll on me, and I will not trust anyone anymore, so f*ck you and the rest of your existing life.

Erhmm, yeah.

Well anyway, it seems I have been in denial for a lot of stuff lately, some may be under control while some just is just breaching the barrier.

My first denial would be ... acceptance. Acceptance. Why do I find it so hard to accept the fact that no matter what I try to do, I can never be recognised for what I have done, and what I am? Is it because I'm cocky? Is it because you, like every others ignore the little people? I like being a little people and I think I should not just change my ways completely to suit anyone, like I never tried to change anyone to see things my way, although I am persistently rebellious but I still come to the point where I know there is no way we can change someone just because we want them to. Is it so hard, for once, to acknowledge my existence?

Secondly, tolerance. I guess, I have been lying to myself. I tried to be a nice person and forego the so-called little things that makes the team to be a little out of shape. We are suppose to pull our weights together. All I see is myself and the vice leader to be doing freakin' loads of job. Heck, even the vice is doing more than me. Sure, 5 in a team, 2 of us pulling more weight, while the other 2 pull theirs, how about you? Are you pulling your weight enough? I don't think so.

Lastly, hoping. I keep hoping that I would be able to come back, to that part of my life where I can actually say that I felt like it was, a family, an ohana. But betrayal, politics and shit just tears all those dreams apart. Kudos, you just split my SPD into essentially 2 poles of oppositions and I keep debating with myself, being caught in limbo.

Another emo post from Hakenden.

Yes, I succumb to the LoLCat mania ...

I am posting most of my post with the picture, but of course only for the fun and funny purposes of it. If it is a heated debate/topic that comes up, I would most likely post normally. So here's to LolCat frenzy!

All the sources of images are not from this blog (except the cheezeburger).

Thanks to this pundek => Kaelvin

Lawl, anyway, here goes ...

Author's Notes: This tag is done under stressful-exams-comming-soon symptomps. Please do not take anything seriously. SERIOUSLY.

THE SELF
[01] Name: Kevin Ch'ng Wei Siang
[02] Nickname: Hakenden, Haxter <= both in perpetuality
[03] Married: Not Applicable <= lol
[04] Zodiac Sign: Taurus
[05] Gender: Male
[06] Age: Twenty One
[07] High School: BBBS
[08] College: KDU PJ College
[09] Height: 176 cm plus, minus
[10] Weight: 52 kg at average
[11] Do you like yourself: Lol? I like myself(ves) *snickers*
[12] Piercings: None
[13] Right or left: I go front, why go sideways?
[14] Are you a freak : I'm eccentric, not a freak, TYVM
[15] Hair: Hash brown
[16] Skin: Fair, lucid ...
[17] Allergic: I'm sensitive, but I don't mind getting down and dirt-eh
[18] What are you doing now: I'm in class, woo ...
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Another class
[20] What will you do 10 years later: Working my ass off for a day job

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents
[22] Siblings(included you): Two
[23] Eldest: Sister
[24] Youngest: Gua
[25] Love/hate your family: Love.

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: Does my other personality count?
[27] If yes, who is he/she: My alter ego - Haxter
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: Found him ...
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 1, previously
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): WTF does this question mean?
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): WTH is woo?
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: Not being him myself!
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: Lacking the qualities he had ...
[34] Ever argue with your other half: Always
[35] You with your other half since: He's born on the 2002
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: I'm an eccentric guy who has no needs for a partner (SPD syndrome)
[37] Reasons you love your other half: Empowers me with courage
[38] You and your other half in which stage: No stage, he's just another side of me
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: Another stupid woo question
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: No!

THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: Jonathan Loh Yoke Fai, a junior high friend. Not sure if I can remember how he looks.
[42] Your first enemy: Edwin Ong, some high school big show off. I like to see his eyes twitch *evil grin*
[43] The friend you love the most: Love? If it's mutual understanding, it would be Daniel Aw, a good understanding friend of mine.
[44] The enemy you hate the most: I only have ONE enemy, and he has been named above.
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: I can't be modest, but none of them are LOL!
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: The one that likes to pat, menggoda and chat hai to get what they want. Actually, this applies to guys as well ...
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Refer above
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: Close female friend, yes. Close guy friend, HELL NO.
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: Nope
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: One large cold serving of vengeance.
[52] If your friend betray you: Never
[53] If your friend woo your lover: WTF is woo-ing?
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: Gal friend - maybe, I'll reconsider. Guy - sorry, ain't no fag :D
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: Stupidly retarded question, refer above.

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: Sometimes
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: In the past, no. In the present, hopefully. In the future, I'd better be.
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Mr. Julian, Ms. Yen Nee and Ms. Jessie.
[59] Always late to school/college: I'm punctual, damn straight!
[60] Your class: Interesting
[61] You love your seniors: I'm the senior ... uggh ...
[62] Senior who you love the most: I love myself, yippee!
[63] Your classmates good/bad: Very innocent, most of them ...
[64] Excellent result classmate: Daniel Aw, but he no longer counts as my classmate :S
[65] Laziest classmate: Myself, hehe~

THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: A definition to bolster the ego of the not-so-smart.
[67] Stupid people: A motivational hymn to encourage in your face attitude.
[68] Good looking people: Have no idea what Pork Chop's life can be.
[69] Ugly people: No such thing.
[70] Funny people: I'm eccentric, BITE MEEE
[71] Cute people: Cute; Adorable but ugly ... sounds like calling people bulldogs -_-
[72] Bad people: Those who knows nuts about what being a true rebel
[73] Honest people: I wish I can say I am *snickers*
[74] Acting people: I put on a lot of facade, so beware ...
[75] You are what kind of people: Hakenden - goodie two shoes; Haxter - the bad cop.

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: Hugs
[78] Shorter or taller: on par or shorter
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous, definitely
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Both, lol?
[81] Listener or talker: I need feedbacks too sometime *wink*
[82] Romantic or rich: Rich, moneh moneh moneh~
[83] Good husband or Good Father: Good father

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: Not Applicable
[85] Numbers of kid(s): Not Applicable
[86] Career: Copywriter, all set and ready to go.
[87] Salary: Of course in the millions, if possible ...
[88] Retirement age: Forties
[89] Properties value: I'm such a loner
[90] Wishes: End world war, hunger, poverty ... but then again, I WANT MONEH!

THE VICTIMS
[91] Tracy - Haha :P
[92] Matt - You are soooooo out of your league when it comes to blogging, mwahaha~
[93] Ben - I know you NBTD, so here's something for you to do~
[94] Lucas - Your name is Jon or Lucas arr?
[95] Le Anne - Tagged, whee hee hee~

I just got my own edition of FF7 English PAL version.

Here is a the breakdown on what I had analyzed so far for each character:

Character	Level	Name	Description	Activation
Cloud Strife	1	Braver	Cloud rushes to a target, leaps a little and lands to slash the target once.	No Requirements (comes default)
		Cross Slash	Cloud rushes to a target, slashes 3(2 in animation) times and stops the target. The target only takes 1 hit worth of damage.	Use Braver 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	2	Blade Beam	Cloud unleashes an energy beam from his blade to strike an initial target, then deals 1/4 of the damage done to the initial target to the rest of the mobs.	Killed 100 mobs after obtaining Cross Slash.
		Climhazzard	Cloud rushes to a target, stabs a target once and lunges up while having the sword stabbed in a target, landing and dealing massive damage to the target.	Use Blade Beam 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	3	Meteor Rain	Cloud jumps up a little closer to the mobs and unleashes a barrage of mini-meteors, dealing multiple hit mediocre damage on all mobs.	Killed 290 mobs after obtaining Climhazzard.
		Finishing Touch	Cloud gather up a whirlwind and hurls it at the mobs, instantly eliminating all possible mobs. If the mob(s) could not be eliminated, they take a 1 hit massive damage.	Use Meteorain 6 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	4	Omnislash	Slashes all possible mobs for a total amount of 15 hits worth of damage, dealing massive damage per hit.	Have every other limit breaks.

Character	Level	Name	Description	Activation
Barret Wallace	1	Big Shot	Barret gathers up energy into a ball and shoots at a target.	No Requirements (comes default)
		Mind Blow	Barret gathers up energy into a ball and shoots at a target dealing damage to its MP.	Use Big Shot 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	2	Grenade Bomb	Barret charges his armgun and releases a grenade at the mobs, dealing heavy damage to all of them.	Killed 55 mobs after obtaining Mind Blow.
		Hammer Blow	Barret rushes to a target, slamming he target and knocking them out of battle. If the target could not be removed from the battle, they receive a 1-hit heavy damage.	Use Grenade Bomb 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	3	Satellite Beam	Barret marks all mobs with targets, calling forth the power of laser from the satellite above him to deal a 1-hit massive damage to all of the mobs.	Killed 35 mobs after obtaining Hammer Blow.
		Ungarmax	Barret goes berserk, releasing 18 shots from his armgun of heavy damage to all mobs.	Use Satellite Beam 6 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	4	Catastrophe	Barret charges up and shoots 20 rounds of massive damage to all mobs.	Have every other limit breaks.

Character	Level	Name	Description	Activation
Tifa Lockhart	1	Beat Rush	As the name suggests, Tifa rushes to a target and deliver a few quick blows, dealing a 1-hit average damage.	No Requirements (comes default)
		Somersault	Tifa rushes to a target and does a somersault, dealing a 1-hit average damage.	Use Beat Rush 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	2	Waterkick	Tifa does a swift kicking motion, dealing a lowercut 1-hit heavy damage to a target.	Killed 85 mobs after obtaining Somersault.
		Meteodive	Tifa lifts the target upside down, then dropping it to deal a 1-hit heavy damage.	Use Waterkick 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	3	Dolphin Blow	Tifa summons a dolphin and deals an uppercut to a target, dealing 1-hit mediocre damage.	Killed 85 mobs after obtaining Meteodive.
		Meteorstrike	In the process of obtaining this skill.	Have yet to be tested.
	4	Final Heaven	Tifa gathers a huge energy and then delivering a blow to the target, dealing a 1-hit massive damage.	Have every other limit breaks.

NOTE: Tifa's limit breaks are linked, meaning even if you 'MISS' using a limit for the first limit of the level, it still counts as using the limit and adds to the counter for the numbers of usage for the requirements of the second limit break of that level.

Character	Level	Name	Description	Activation
Aerith Gainsborough	1	Healing Wind	Aerith summons a healing wind to restore 1/2 of Max HP of all allies.	No Requirements (comes default)
		Seal Evil	Aerith casts [Silence] and [Stop] on all targets.	Use Healing Wind 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	2	Breath of the Earth	Aerith summons a colourful gust that restores all status of allies back to normal.	Have yet to be tested.
		Fury Brand	Aerith uses her full limit bar gauge to fuel up the other 2 allies' limit bar to full.	Use Breath of the Earth 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	3	Planet Protector	Aerith summons stars to surround the party, making everyone having the [Peerless] status for a period of time.	Have yet to be tested.
		Pulse of Life	Aerith tosses her staff forward, drops down to her knees and pray, causing full recovery on all allies.	Use Planet Protector 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	4	Great Gospel	Aerith prays to the heavens, then angels from the sky blesses the party with full recovery and casts [Peerless] for a period of time.	Have every other limit breaks.

Character	Level	Name	Description	Activation
Red XIII (Nanaki)	1	Sled Fang	Nanaki charges up and lunges at a target, dealing heavy damage.	No Requirements (comes default)
		Lunatic High	Nanaki howls and the whole party receives a [Haste] and 255% hit ratio buff.	Use Sled Fang 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	2	Blood Fang	Nanaki charges at a target, dealing massive damage and recovers his HP and MP equivalent to 10% of the damage done.	Killed 50 mobs after obtaining Lunatic High.
		Cosmic Ray	Nanaki howls and star dusts start to fall from the sky, hitting all opponents for a total of 12 hits of moderate damage.	Use Blood Fang 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	3	Howling Moon	Nanaki howls and causes [Berserk], [Haste] and 255% hit ratio buff on himself.	Killed 50 mobs after obtaining Cosmic Ray.
		Earth Rave	Nanaki hits all targets with a total of 5 hits with the [Fire], [Ice], [Lightning] and [Earth] element with each attack.	Have yet to be tested.
	4	Cosmo Memory	Hits all target with a single massive blow. Almost every cast would result in 9999 damage, which is the maximum accumulative damage per target.	Have every other limit breaks.

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Will be updating when I have the time.

Update Log

20-11-08	-	Added Red XIII (Nanaki)'s limit break tables.
20-11-08	-	Added Aerith's limit break tables.
11-11-08	-	Changed guide to fit for US version as it has the same requirements.
10-10-08	-	Added Tifa's limit break tables.
	-	Changed Cloud's Blade Beam requirements from killing 103 mobs to killing 100 mobs.
	-	Updated requirements for Barret's Grenade Bomb and Satellite Beam limit breaks.
	-	Changed the descriptions for Cloud's Blade Beam and Meteorain limit break's requirements.
09-10-08	-	Changed Cloud's Finishing Touch's requirements from using Meteorain 8 times to using Meteorain 6 times
	-	Changed Barret's Ungarmax's requirements from using Satelitte Beam 8 times to using Satellite Beam 6 times
	-	Changed Barret's limit break 'Anger Max' to 'Ungarmax'
08-10-08	-	Added Barret's limit break tables.

I will suffer from a mental breakdown soon.

It sounds over dramatic just by saying it, but it is how I feel, right now.

My dad has been confirmed by my sis that he has only a few months to live and that the cancer is real, from the tone of her SMS the other day, it totally make me feel that the inevitable has come to light.

I had been home during the last weekend, keeping the house in shape by doing minor house chores and making sure the safety of the house and everything in it. I am trying my best to make sure everything goes according to order, and that it is going on like it should be like any other day.

I just hate it when things goes wrong and not according to plan. It just turns my world upside down, inside out. I am not built to face all the sudden change ... I just wish I am strong enough to see a fostered path and decision in what I do.

Dad, I wish for you to recover from this illness, as many cancer patients have succeeded in prolonging their life farther than they were supposedly deduced by the so-called doctors.

Mum, I wish you wold learn to let go and worry less about me, and now I have to be responsible for a lot of things in life, just please, learn to let go ...

Sis, I wish the GP Faizal introduced us to sees a possible light to our dark times, and that dad will be much better.

I cannot bare so much, not right now. I feel so thwarted, my mind can't think straight and the uneasiness I feel inside just makes it harder for me to be at ease. I still need all of you, and I need all of you to pull together. Please ...

Needless to say, click on the links below to find out more.


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Brief introduction on the game

Yup, it's a tag-geroo.

Anyway, here is how it works, not only is this a tag, but a self reflection on what you could expect/been if you had taken the other road down, instead of the road you are in now.

First off, there will be 5 'What If' scenarios, each which will be explained in paragraphs of their own, so you can make it as long (or short) as you would like it to be. All 5 of the 'What If' are somewhat linked.

The first 'What If' would be "What would I be like if I was born a (male/female) instead?"
Second 'What If' is "What would I do if I could go back in time and do something for someone close to me?"
Third 'What If' is "What would you do if you had the chance to change a significant decision which had impacted you on your life and career?"
Fourth 'What If' is "What if I could change something about myself, what would it be and why?"
The fifth 'What If' is a question that is created that continues right off from the fourth, as it is ambiguous enough that we all have a colourful life, that will be given to a choice of your own on how to conclude this 'What If'.

At the end of this, you tag at least 3 people to continue this self reflecting tag-geroo.

With all that said and not quite done, I shall write mine to start it off:

What would it be like if I was born a female instead?

I would probably feel drafty below due to nothing dangling below, and making myself unable to sit kangkang* without having the public looking aghast at my rough preposition. I would probably find guys hot, instead of girls. Don't get me wrong, some guys are gorgeous and hot, but not attracted in that sense. I would probably feel the weight of my chest to be of complete distraction. I would either PMS** more, or less than what I am now (I think I would PMS more ...)

What would I do if I could go back in time and do something for someone close to me?

I would probably spend more time with my grandma, I felt like I had neglected her all too much. I had committed sins which I think could never be forgiven, and I wish I could go back in time and undo what was done. Now that she's gone, I can never make it up to her anymore ...

What would you do if you had the chance to change a significant decision which had impacted you on your life and career?

I would most likely drop off Computer Science when I had the chance and was still at my diploma stage and taken up Literature instead, or Journalism ... or anything which involves a lot of creative writing. Limmericks, Rhymes, Poems, Novels, you name it, I would love to work on it.

What if I could change something about myself, what would it be and why?

I would definitely try to make myself seek a more immense amount of knowledge on olden culture and sink myself into its supernatural antiquity which most if not all had died out in such urban civilizations. In short, I would wish I had plant the seeds of knowledge in witchcraft (or proper terms, wicca).

What would I do if I could go back to a significant time in history that does not involve actions that I have taken in my life and why?

I would most probably return to the time when Wicca starts to fade out, and demonstrate the need to keep this piece of heritage in the future (or should I say, present) times. Okay, it does not have to be Wicca, it could be any martial arts from Eastern civilizations, perhaps the real Kung Fu and etc. We rely too much on technology, that's why they are beginning to die out so fast.


All right, I had done my 'What If's, here are the 3 lucky people I had picked to spread this tag (drum roll pleeeeeeeeez):

Mr. YY
Kaelvin
Benjamin

Have fun you fools =)

* - This is a Malaysian Hokkien term for 'broad' and is usually applied for spaces or gaps between 2 things.
** - Post Menstrual Syndrome, commonly used for being pissed or emo.

Out of boredom, I decided to make more blonde jokes, have fun bemusing yourself:

"Damn, you look like an ass"
"I try very hard with yoga, but I still can't get the 'S' right"


"That's an ass - starts with an 'as' and ends with a 's'"
"I'm sorry, but I think I have only one ass. *Looks at her two bumps* Oh, you're absolutely right, I've got two!"




How does a blonde use sarcasm?
When she really means it




What do you call a blonde's cat fight?
Moulin Rouge




"I'm thirsty"
"And I'm Christy, what's your sign?"




"I am looking for flour, do you have it here?"
"I'm sorry, you should see a florist"




How does a blonde find herself?
GPS






These jokes were not meant to offend blondes, cause I can be a 'blonde' sometime. Just want to share some jokes I found that were amusing me for the couple of days back.

2008.

Pfft.

For a year with the lucky number in it sure is not a lucky year for me.

At the early part of the year, somewhere around March, my grandma passed on. May her soul rest in peace. Not long after, I lost my will to concentrate on my education. Then, my third uncle was under the effects of cancer and is going for regular chemo just to prolong what is left with his lifetime ... Mid-way, I found out a friend I placed pity on turned out to be a con artist and now -

My dad went for a check up the other Friday, and was out with my mom for a long time, they even came home later than I did.

The next day, which was yesterday my dad wanted to talk to me. He told me that the doctors found some sort of cancer cells in his stomach and that he wanted me to do him a favour as to not quarrel with mom too much ... For a person to say something like this, is was very deep ...

God, have you not taken enough from me this year? Hmm? What the fuck are you trying to do with me?

I do admit that there are times I never got along with my dad, but he is after all - my dad.

If you are going to take him away from me, I will be completely lost ... So fuck you too.

Out of boredom, I joined this mid-rate cum high-rate server to pass the time. I don't usually play high rates, but this server provides a challenging feat when it comes to hunting for the needed equipment.

Here is a rough spec check on the server:

Rates(Base, Job, Drops):	50, 50, 50
Max Base Lvl(Pre-Trans, Trans):	99, 99
Max Job Lvl(Pre-Trans, Trans):	50, 70
Custom NPCs:	Yes - Healer/Buffer(Buffing costs you), Warper(Which charges for zeny), Typical Resetter(5k, 5k, 9k), Universal Rental NPC, Platinum Skill NPC(Only up to first classes), Basic Item Mall, Card Remover

WoE, Marriage, Adoption and Divorce Systems are online and kicking.

Now, for the Pros and Cons(according to my evaluation):

PROS

• Requires players to hunt for PVP/GVG/PVE/etc. items besides having a basic item mall(which sells crap, the only thing I see worthy of buying are the elemental arrows)
• Very community driven in the sense of party to take down MVPs or tough monsters, although the community is still small.
• Balanced PVP zone as the max lvl is 99/70

CONS

• DEX affects cooldown, making a 150 DEX Sniper continously spam FA without the need for cast time and cooldown. Affects other classes as well.

The server is still in beta, and most of the cons if not all, hopefully, would be attended to by the admins ASAP, so the community would grow larger.

Again, it is a private server, which runs on donations. So the fate of the server lies in the community hands ...

Site Info: http://lucinoinc.sytes.net/crazero/index.php?act=info
Control Panel: http://lucinoinc.sytes.net/crazero/index.php?act=idx

Skill Name:	Shrink
Max Skill Level:	1
Skill Type:	Active
Target:	Self
Skill Duration:	300 Second(s)
Cast Time:	0 Second(s) (Instant)
Cooldown:	1 Second(s)
SP Cost:	15
Skill Description:	Cast it once to activate the effect. Cast it while the effect is on will cancel the skill's effect. A buff status icon will be displayed on the right side of the screen, just like any other buffs or debuffs are shown. It will be shown in dark blue. This skill only works when you have a shield equipped. Whenever you use the Auto Guard skill and successfully blocks an attack made by an opponent, there is a (5 * Auto Guard LVL)% chance the attacking opponent is knocked back 2 cells away from your character.

Obtaining the Skill

Pic	Item Required	Quantity
	Coal	1
	Cyfar	3
	Empty Bottle	3
	Jellopy	5
	Unripe Apple	1
	Red Potion	1
	Sticky Mucus	20

Step 1

Head on over to Geffen and look for a NPC named Ford (geffen 110, 117) which is located south-west of the Mage Tower.



Speak to him, and he will tell you of a person named Slouti who is in dire need of help.

Step 2

Now, head on over to the map south-west of Britoniah and speak with Slouti (gef_fild13 297, 242). NPC display name would be "Soldier" but in speech, he is Slouti.



He will explain that he was attacked by Goblins and is wounded from Goblin Poison. He will be in some sort of pain, and requires you to use a Red Potion on his wounds.

The Red Potion merely stops the wound but he is not completely healed. Thus, you have to go back to Ford to seek counsel.

As you speak with Ford, he tells you to seek for Father Arthur within the Prontera Church.



Step 3

Speak to the NPC named Pastor (prt_church 87,127) who is actually Father Arthur about Slouti's condition. He will say that he is fresh out of Goblin Poison Antidote and that he requires certain ingredients to concoct the remedy.



Now, bring the needed items (1 Coal, 3 Cyfars, 3 Empty Bottles, 5 Jellopy(ies), 1 Unripe Apple and 20 Sticky Mucuses) to Father Arthur and he will concoct the antidote. Once received, head back to Ford to show him the invisible antidote, lol (you can skip this and go straight to Slouti). Even when you had received the antidote, it will not appear as an item in your inventory.

Step 4

Show the invisible antidote to Ford and he will ask you to make haste and administer the concoction on Slouti as he is running out of time.



Return to Slouti and attempt to use the antidote on him.



If the first try did not work, repeat Step 3 to 4 again (without the need of gathering the items, Father Arthur will make another batch without them) until you see this message.



Congratulations! You had just learned Shrink!

Last Updated: 12th September 2008, Updated 2 Time(s) in Total

Future Updates: N/A

I will be posting a few links in this post for a step-by-step guide for certain RO skill, quest or equipment guides. Stay tuned for updates on new guides.

Crusader and Paladin Platinum Skill [Shrink]

Since I cannot change my banner via my own home connection (it is stupid how I cannot upload stuff with my ISP, iZZi), I will put a preview of my new banner, have a lookie:

Adding this banner this Friday

The colour seems different, the text colour is suppose to be a little bluish. Strange ...

Do drop by your comments on what you think, I'm not exactly a Photoshop pro, so yeah, this is what I can come up with.

Yeah yeah, my forte is not exactly art, but words, so mweh.

I got kinda bored and all I have to do now is to spiff up my blog, so to those old school peeps back in BB and KDU, I will be adding you guys to the Blogotopia list, cheers.

Also, for those whom I forgot or not know of your blog's URL, please do drop your URL in my MSN or leave a comment here.

I have been thinking lately.

All the sufferings I have been through and the commotions that made my emotions tumble into a mass hysterical frenzy of sorrow had been me not able to let go of a lot of things.

And thus, the time has come for me to break free of my chains and rid myself of unwanted sadness.

I will strive harder to achieve my degree, get the picture of me graduating and place it on the shelves my grandma used to display all her grand kids' achievements. I will not let you down grandma, wherever you are ...

I removed several msn contacts from my list, retaining currently to immediate and close friends. I would be clearing some more once I get the time, when I had finished imbibing my mind of tranquillity.

I wish to start my life anew, I want to do what's best for me now.

Goodbye old life, it was nevertheless fun while it lasted, sort of.

It is just weird how I was fooled into sweet talks.

Perhaps I was waging on hopes that would eventually crumble upon hoping too much for. Or was it that I want to give in to the fact that it would all crumble in the end?

Whatever it is, I feel that the fact remains the same - absurd and disappointing.

Sometimes it just is not worth caring too much for something when it is just going to snap you back in return. What was once warm is now cold.

I am not sure why this issue is raised now while all these while when blueserver is being sponsored by MMO or SMM where nothing is given to the mods but eveyone can work perfectly well in making Blueserver the top dota server in Malaysia? I believe that happen because all of you guys love Blueserver, you wanna make blueserver a better server than the rest. You wanna be proud for being a mod of Blueserver.

Yup, we sure as hell am proud to be moderators to a sole-striving private pvpgn in Malaysia, until it has been made official. But the very least you guys could think about is that the current and existing members who are not just the leaders of either team to be dedicated and passionate in helping to raise Blueserver once again, do look at us with a little more respect, we are not your soldiers which you could simply order us to walk into the face of war.

Where has that spirit gone? why do we need to be narrow minded just because of couple hundred bucks is given to someone for doing some additional work ? Imagine the leader have to travel by bus or Lrt to come to AMICI office which is not really convenient for most of them. Imagine they have to always be reachable by UCpro and always commited to datelines etc Imagine the stress they will be facing when their member is not doing their job as requested.

Also, add to that:
Imagine how much stupid reports ST members have to check and the ordinary members of Blueserver (players) continuously scolding us (the banlist moderators) and banning their account(s) when they did mistakes or we not performing well (in the sense of presentation and feedback)? Hmm? Have you thought about this?
Let me see ... nope, I don't think you would understand that frankly.

So, you are rewarding us, ordinary ST and FT members to endure these kinda shit and still perform at out best? Touché to that.

They cannot blame you because you are not being paid, and they have to think of solution to solve the problem cuz they are commited to UCpro to take care of the team.

Again, emphasize on CURRENT members. We stay, cause we care. Drill it into your freakin' thick skull.

Guys, try to be fair, don’t you think they deserve a small amount of allowances?
Mr.Yap once said to me, "we are now planting a tree", where the tree is refered to UCpro/BSpro.
Why are we quarrelling over fruits while there’s none at the moment? Shouldn’t we be more focused on doing the best in helping it to grow?

Eat your fucking fruits, I don't fucking care about the fruits. I just want you to treat us more decently and with respect. Got it?

Not to mention a certain someone starting the snuggling crap which I seriously hate, again. Even with the slightest pinch of power she possess she gets overwhelmed by the greed of it. Absurd.

Screw Blueserver. I've had enough with the crap that keeps coming.

A leader that lacks courage.
A colleague that likes polishing shoes.
A stakeholder treating the employees like dirt.
A disasterous concoction for hell.

Bah! Digi is full of stupid SMSes currently.

I have been spammed with so many ridiculous free voucher, discounted shit and stuff for the passed week. It is seriously annoying and it is pissing me off.

I might switch line soon if DiGi starts being like a bugger and send me all of these nonsense once more. What to consider, hmm, Maxis is nice (Hotlink), or just go for X-pax, but I'm not supporting a company that has a joint venture with TMNut. So yeah, probably going to use Hotlink if DiGi sends me more shit again.

Adios, yellow man!

For why the sudden hype on so many FF addition to my personality thingy, here are the explanations for each respectively:


I had this Rukia personality match when I took it for the first time, when I was 20(2007) which was pretty much true, right until now (yes, I'd die for perfection)


I had this pretty much the same time I got Rukia, since I did it when I surfed www.saiyanisland.com. True till a certain point, 'I' can be funny, but it has its limits.


My first Final Fantasy personality match. Partially true, I was optimistic (probably still am, who knows?), not really bright (I'm like, 10 kW of pure electricity, go figure).


I got curious and re-did the Final Fantasy Personality Test again for the reason being the first question was asking which FF I had liked the most and whether it affects my outcome for the personality, which it did when I picked Final Fantasy 8, and got this (which is not at all true, I'm on the reverse polarity of being warm).


I did this before the FF8 choice as the first question and got Auron, pretty much true to the exact point (I like to be a lone wolf and fight for the cause of good, my own definition, anyway).


So there you have it folks, the reason as to why I took those additional personality quiz with both FF8 and FFX being the same answer, with the exception of which FF I liked playing the most (FF8 and FFX respectively).

I seem to be under a whole lot of writer's block this week, be it for work or novelty writings of all sorts. I need help, and no, not even this:



Or this:



Or this:



Can help me relinquish my thirst for coming out with zesty lines, copies or even headlines for anything. I really hate getting writer's block, I need ideas!

My pay check finally came and yes, the feel of your own hard earn cash is a feeling like no other.

As a promise I made to myself that I would belanja* my parents when I get my first pay check (regardless of the amount and job specs), I would definitely take them out for a dinner as a filial action as a kid.

So I did. Last Sunday, my parents went to have pizza in Pizza Hut. It was not much, but it was definitely better than the usual chinese restaurants we go to which we ordered different dishes and have them with rice. Of course, the price was higher than that, but it was special nonetheless.

I am just glad I did something for them and I wish for more to come. The feel of returning some kindness back to your parents is something indescribable, I hope they enjoyed that dinner which I did, although I did not show it.


* - Malay term for treat

This, in much simpler terms would be a week where I'm very restless and so much has plagued my mind that I cannot even think straight.

Firstly, the shocking news was introduced to me on Monday. The person whom I had thought to have repent have yet to realised how conniving he really is. Being manipulative in a good way and doing it for the sake of greater good is fine, but he isn't doing it for the greater good, he is doing it for his greater self.

Sometimes it makes me wonder if I had been deceived way too often by his lies. The first sign was already seen when I met his father. It has come to a shock that his father thought I was a bad influence on him. As complimenting as it may had sound, but I cannot take credit on something I did not do. I was rather shocked to find out that his father thought I was teaching him to be bad. Looks more like he was the one who thought me about the fine things in life. Sigh, that trust is now broken. Chances were given to him by countless of people, including me but he fails to listen.

Moving on to another issue, I can't believe how people acquiring that sort of strength or power can be corrupted so easily, or blinded by the false truth.

A person whom I thought was a friend turned out to be nothing more than another traitor of friendship. Bah, now he is accusing me of placing assumptions in a whole when I specifically scrutinized a single individual, and his action? He's going to reward me with a fitting punishment. If that serious shit happens, I'm just going to walk away from it all. I may have a heavy heart but I am willing to give it up.

Life is changing. People are changing. It is high time I move on, from this life, and from the people that once I knew, to be people whom I had placed an honourable respect on.

I just created a new forum especially for gamers to chat about all sorts of games from all genre, here it is:

http://gamefreak.forumotion.com/

It is still under construction and requires feedbacks from you guys.

After viewing several sources (will be included below) I came to realise why PAS (Parti Islam SeMalaysia) can be real fucktards.

I mean, Pussy Cat Dolls were sexeh and yet they can perform here, Avril doesn't even show skin, so how's that being sexeh?

Avril's hot and all, but she's definitely not scandalous - PAS needs a wake up call.

If PAS were ever to be the party that will be running our country, I'm definitely moving away from it. Evidently, the modern malays that is currently growing in our community will exhibit PAS brought more shit than Osama could have devised. Who knows, maybe Osama's behind our 'beloved' party trying to torment more people under his whim.

In honesty, if more of their actions such as this were to continue, our country will continue to slump back to the stone ages.

Credits to the links below for the coverage on Avril's concert cancellation:

• Avril concert definitely on, say organisers - August 17th, 2008
  The Star (local press)
• Malaysia Cancels 'Too Sexy' Avril Lavigne Concert - August 19th, 2008
  ABC News
• Malaysia scraps Avril Lavigne concert - August 19th, 2008
  Herald Tribune
• Avril concert organisers to appeal against cancellation - 21st August, 2008
  The Star (local press)

As stated above, am looking for a nice server to settle in, below are the specifics that I'm looking for:

• Server located in Malaysia


• Base Level/Job Level
  (Pre-Trans: 99/50)
  (Trans: 99/70)
  (Third Class: 150/*)


• Low Rates
  (Anything between x1 to x20)


• Med Rates
  (Anything between x50 to x100)


• No Custom/Donation Items


• Uses kRO/kRO Sakray Clients


• Balanced Custom NPCs
  (e.g. Cities/Outside Dungeon Warpers, Expensive Resetters, Jobchanger)

I will update for the complete requirements.

P.S. I am looking forward to a server with 3-1 and 3-2 classes if possible too.

* - I don't know what the legit maximum for this yet.

As another initiative to help boost my friends' forum for discussion on anything under the sun (except explicit contents), do visit FSPEED.

The discussions that go on are productive and get to know with the people who forum there as well, not to mention, get your friends to join us there!

I'm just suddenly so in to these crap, but meh, it's like therapy from gaming.

This time, I took a Buffy the Vampire Slayer quiz, and here's the result:

Faith



82% amorality, 64% passion, 45% spirituality, 27% selflessness

Faith is a powerhouse, and you might be, too. Passion-driven, down-to-earth, and willing to do what it takes to get things done and have a good time doing them, she is tough and sexy. Now, this test didn't rate your sexiness, but with these kinds of traits, that's probably true as well.

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I will be updating more later, lunch time.
You rate as one of the most dynamic characters of the Buffy universe.

After having to work for almost 1 month with my friend's aunt agency called Street Ads & Search, my first ad press release is here, this is the product which I had written a copy for:





This can be found in the 12th August issue of The Star 2008. I was quite astonished at the fact that the whole sentence was intact, no changes (if there were even any) found in that paragraph.

The feel of something being published where many people can see is just completely euphoric, I'm so happy to have this opportunity.

Looking forward to more publishings ^_^