From the masterpiece by Avenged Sevenfold, A Little Piece of Heaven

Before the story begins
Is it such a sin?
For me to take what's mine
Until the end of time

We were more than friends
Before the story ends
And I will take what's mine
Reaper never get what designed

Our love had been so strong for far too long
I was weak in the knee that something would go wrong
Before the possibilities came true
I took all possibilities from you

Almost laughed myself to tears
Conjuring her deepest fears
Must have stabbed her fifty f*cking times, I can't believe it
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes, eye over easy
EAT IT! EAT IT!

She was never this good in bed even when she was sleeping
Now she's just so perfect, I've never been quite so f*cking deep in

It goes on and on and on
I can keep you looking young and preserved forever
With a fountain sprayed in your youth forever

Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would get cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time, but bye bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry, you had my heart
At least for the most part
Cause everybody's gotta die sometime
We fell apart
Let's make a new start
Cause everybody's gonna die sometime, yeah
But baby don't cry

Possibilities I'd never considered
Are occuring the likes of which I'd never heard
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave
To repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laugh herself to tears
Must have stabbed him fifty f*cking times, I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes, eye over easy
EAT IT! EAT IT!

Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done
Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
While you burn in hell no peace forever

Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would get cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time, but bye bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry, you had my heart
At least for the most part
Cause everybody's gotta die sometime
We fell apart
Let's make a new start
Cause everybody's gonna die sometime, yeah
But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long
To make it up to you
I'll do whatever you want me to do
And if it's not enough
If it's not enough
Try again
And again
Over and over again

We're coming back, coming back
We'll live forever, live forever
Let's have a wedding, have a wedding
Let's start the killing, start the killing

Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would get cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time, but bye bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
Baby don't cry, you had my heart
At least for the most part
Cause everybody's gotta die sometime
We fell apart
Let's make a new start
Cause everybody's gonna die sometime, yeah
But baby don't cry

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I am deeply depressed. So much has happened, so much sh*t that cannot be undone. I just wish I could just die. Why is life so full of crap?

It's not like I robbed the bank or anything, so why am I penalised for something I never did intentionally?

Looks like friendship takes a toll on me, and I will not trust anyone anymore, so f*ck you and the rest of your existing life.