It's been awhile since I updated my blog, cause I went back to CabalSEA again. Anyway, the current song(s) that has been with me through thick and thin, in short, songs that I play cause I feel the empathic vibe from it to be consoling is This Is Me, by Demi Lovato featuring Joe Jonas from the Jonas Brothers.

The video(taken from the actual scene from Camp Rock):




The lyrics(edited cause I'm a d00d):

I've always been that kinda guy, that hid my face
So afraid to tell the world, what I've got to say
But I have this dream, right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time to let you know, to let you know

CHORUS
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no need to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

Do you know what is like, to feel so in the dark?
To dream about a light, well you're the shining star
Eventhough it seem, like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself, it's the only way

Repeat CHORUS

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I am singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need, the song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

Repeat CHORUS

(This is me)
You're the missing piece I need, the song inside of me
(This is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I am singing

Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

When you understand the lyrics, you can tell how I feel. Sorry for the late update, been very tied up with paradigms of enigma.