Erhmm, yeah.

Well anyway, it seems I have been in denial for a lot of stuff lately, some may be under control while some just is just breaching the barrier.

My first denial would be ... acceptance. Acceptance. Why do I find it so hard to accept the fact that no matter what I try to do, I can never be recognised for what I have done, and what I am? Is it because I'm cocky? Is it because you, like every others ignore the little people? I like being a little people and I think I should not just change my ways completely to suit anyone, like I never tried to change anyone to see things my way, although I am persistently rebellious but I still come to the point where I know there is no way we can change someone just because we want them to. Is it so hard, for once, to acknowledge my existence?

Secondly, tolerance. I guess, I have been lying to myself. I tried to be a nice person and forego the so-called little things that makes the team to be a little out of shape. We are suppose to pull our weights together. All I see is myself and the vice leader to be doing freakin' loads of job. Heck, even the vice is doing more than me. Sure, 5 in a team, 2 of us pulling more weight, while the other 2 pull theirs, how about you? Are you pulling your weight enough? I don't think so.

Lastly, hoping. I keep hoping that I would be able to come back, to that part of my life where I can actually say that I felt like it was, a family, an ohana. But betrayal, politics and shit just tears all those dreams apart. Kudos, you just split my SPD into essentially 2 poles of oppositions and I keep debating with myself, being caught in limbo.

Another emo post from Hakenden.

Yes, I succumb to the LoLCat mania ...

I am posting most of my post with the picture, but of course only for the fun and funny purposes of it. If it is a heated debate/topic that comes up, I would most likely post normally. So here's to LolCat frenzy!

All the sources of images are not from this blog (except the cheezeburger).

Thanks to this pundek => Kaelvin

Lawl, anyway, here goes ...

Author's Notes: This tag is done under stressful-exams-comming-soon symptomps. Please do not take anything seriously. SERIOUSLY.

THE SELF
[01] Name: Kevin Ch'ng Wei Siang
[02] Nickname: Hakenden, Haxter <= both in perpetuality
[03] Married: Not Applicable <= lol
[04] Zodiac Sign: Taurus
[05] Gender: Male
[06] Age: Twenty One
[07] High School: BBBS
[08] College: KDU PJ College
[09] Height: 176 cm plus, minus
[10] Weight: 52 kg at average
[11] Do you like yourself: Lol? I like myself(ves) *snickers*
[12] Piercings: None
[13] Right or left: I go front, why go sideways?
[14] Are you a freak : I'm eccentric, not a freak, TYVM
[15] Hair: Hash brown
[16] Skin: Fair, lucid ...
[17] Allergic: I'm sensitive, but I don't mind getting down and dirt-eh
[18] What are you doing now: I'm in class, woo ...
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Another class
[20] What will you do 10 years later: Working my ass off for a day job

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents
[22] Siblings(included you): Two
[23] Eldest: Sister
[24] Youngest: Gua
[25] Love/hate your family: Love.

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: Does my other personality count?
[27] If yes, who is he/she: My alter ego - Haxter
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: Found him ...
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 1, previously
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): WTF does this question mean?
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): WTH is woo?
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: Not being him myself!
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: Lacking the qualities he had ...
[34] Ever argue with your other half: Always
[35] You with your other half since: He's born on the 2002
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: I'm an eccentric guy who has no needs for a partner (SPD syndrome)
[37] Reasons you love your other half: Empowers me with courage
[38] You and your other half in which stage: No stage, he's just another side of me
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: Another stupid woo question
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: No!

THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: Jonathan Loh Yoke Fai, a junior high friend. Not sure if I can remember how he looks.
[42] Your first enemy: Edwin Ong, some high school big show off. I like to see his eyes twitch *evil grin*
[43] The friend you love the most: Love? If it's mutual understanding, it would be Daniel Aw, a good understanding friend of mine.
[44] The enemy you hate the most: I only have ONE enemy, and he has been named above.
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: I can't be modest, but none of them are LOL!
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: The one that likes to pat, menggoda and chat hai to get what they want. Actually, this applies to guys as well ...
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Refer above
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: Close female friend, yes. Close guy friend, HELL NO.
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: Nope
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: One large cold serving of vengeance.
[52] If your friend betray you: Never
[53] If your friend woo your lover: WTF is woo-ing?
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: Gal friend - maybe, I'll reconsider. Guy - sorry, ain't no fag :D
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: Stupidly retarded question, refer above.

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: Sometimes
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: In the past, no. In the present, hopefully. In the future, I'd better be.
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Mr. Julian, Ms. Yen Nee and Ms. Jessie.
[59] Always late to school/college: I'm punctual, damn straight!
[60] Your class: Interesting
[61] You love your seniors: I'm the senior ... uggh ...
[62] Senior who you love the most: I love myself, yippee!
[63] Your classmates good/bad: Very innocent, most of them ...
[64] Excellent result classmate: Daniel Aw, but he no longer counts as my classmate :S
[65] Laziest classmate: Myself, hehe~

THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: A definition to bolster the ego of the not-so-smart.
[67] Stupid people: A motivational hymn to encourage in your face attitude.
[68] Good looking people: Have no idea what Pork Chop's life can be.
[69] Ugly people: No such thing.
[70] Funny people: I'm eccentric, BITE MEEE
[71] Cute people: Cute; Adorable but ugly ... sounds like calling people bulldogs -_-
[72] Bad people: Those who knows nuts about what being a true rebel
[73] Honest people: I wish I can say I am *snickers*
[74] Acting people: I put on a lot of facade, so beware ...
[75] You are what kind of people: Hakenden - goodie two shoes; Haxter - the bad cop.

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: Hugs
[78] Shorter or taller: on par or shorter
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous, definitely
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Both, lol?
[81] Listener or talker: I need feedbacks too sometime *wink*
[82] Romantic or rich: Rich, moneh moneh moneh~
[83] Good husband or Good Father: Good father

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: Not Applicable
[85] Numbers of kid(s): Not Applicable
[86] Career: Copywriter, all set and ready to go.
[87] Salary: Of course in the millions, if possible ...
[88] Retirement age: Forties
[89] Properties value: I'm such a loner
[90] Wishes: End world war, hunger, poverty ... but then again, I WANT MONEH!

THE VICTIMS
[91] Tracy - Haha :P
[92] Matt - You are soooooo out of your league when it comes to blogging, mwahaha~
[93] Ben - I know you NBTD, so here's something for you to do~
[94] Lucas - Your name is Jon or Lucas arr?
[95] Le Anne - Tagged, whee hee hee~

I just got my own edition of FF7 English PAL version.

Here is a the breakdown on what I had analyzed so far for each character:

Character	Level	Name	Description	Activation
Cloud Strife	1	Braver	Cloud rushes to a target, leaps a little and lands to slash the target once.	No Requirements (comes default)
		Cross Slash	Cloud rushes to a target, slashes 3(2 in animation) times and stops the target. The target only takes 1 hit worth of damage.	Use Braver 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	2	Blade Beam	Cloud unleashes an energy beam from his blade to strike an initial target, then deals 1/4 of the damage done to the initial target to the rest of the mobs.	Killed 100 mobs after obtaining Cross Slash.
		Climhazzard	Cloud rushes to a target, stabs a target once and lunges up while having the sword stabbed in a target, landing and dealing massive damage to the target.	Use Blade Beam 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	3	Meteor Rain	Cloud jumps up a little closer to the mobs and unleashes a barrage of mini-meteors, dealing multiple hit mediocre damage on all mobs.	Killed 290 mobs after obtaining Climhazzard.
		Finishing Touch	Cloud gather up a whirlwind and hurls it at the mobs, instantly eliminating all possible mobs. If the mob(s) could not be eliminated, they take a 1 hit massive damage.	Use Meteorain 6 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	4	Omnislash	Slashes all possible mobs for a total amount of 15 hits worth of damage, dealing massive damage per hit.	Have every other limit breaks.

Character	Level	Name	Description	Activation
Barret Wallace	1	Big Shot	Barret gathers up energy into a ball and shoots at a target.	No Requirements (comes default)
		Mind Blow	Barret gathers up energy into a ball and shoots at a target dealing damage to its MP.	Use Big Shot 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	2	Grenade Bomb	Barret charges his armgun and releases a grenade at the mobs, dealing heavy damage to all of them.	Killed 55 mobs after obtaining Mind Blow.
		Hammer Blow	Barret rushes to a target, slamming he target and knocking them out of battle. If the target could not be removed from the battle, they receive a 1-hit heavy damage.	Use Grenade Bomb 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	3	Satellite Beam	Barret marks all mobs with targets, calling forth the power of laser from the satellite above him to deal a 1-hit massive damage to all of the mobs.	Killed 35 mobs after obtaining Hammer Blow.
		Ungarmax	Barret goes berserk, releasing 18 shots from his armgun of heavy damage to all mobs.	Use Satellite Beam 6 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	4	Catastrophe	Barret charges up and shoots 20 rounds of massive damage to all mobs.	Have every other limit breaks.

Character	Level	Name	Description	Activation
Tifa Lockhart	1	Beat Rush	As the name suggests, Tifa rushes to a target and deliver a few quick blows, dealing a 1-hit average damage.	No Requirements (comes default)
		Somersault	Tifa rushes to a target and does a somersault, dealing a 1-hit average damage.	Use Beat Rush 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	2	Waterkick	Tifa does a swift kicking motion, dealing a lowercut 1-hit heavy damage to a target.	Killed 85 mobs after obtaining Somersault.
		Meteodive	Tifa lifts the target upside down, then dropping it to deal a 1-hit heavy damage.	Use Waterkick 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	3	Dolphin Blow	Tifa summons a dolphin and deals an uppercut to a target, dealing 1-hit mediocre damage.	Killed 85 mobs after obtaining Meteodive.
		Meteorstrike	In the process of obtaining this skill.	Have yet to be tested.
	4	Final Heaven	Tifa gathers a huge energy and then delivering a blow to the target, dealing a 1-hit massive damage.	Have every other limit breaks.

NOTE: Tifa's limit breaks are linked, meaning even if you 'MISS' using a limit for the first limit of the level, it still counts as using the limit and adds to the counter for the numbers of usage for the requirements of the second limit break of that level.

Character	Level	Name	Description	Activation
Aerith Gainsborough	1	Healing Wind	Aerith summons a healing wind to restore 1/2 of Max HP of all allies.	No Requirements (comes default)
		Seal Evil	Aerith casts [Silence] and [Stop] on all targets.	Use Healing Wind 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	2	Breath of the Earth	Aerith summons a colourful gust that restores all status of allies back to normal.	Have yet to be tested.
		Fury Brand	Aerith uses her full limit bar gauge to fuel up the other 2 allies' limit bar to full.	Use Breath of the Earth 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	3	Planet Protector	Aerith summons stars to surround the party, making everyone having the [Peerless] status for a period of time.	Have yet to be tested.
		Pulse of Life	Aerith tosses her staff forward, drops down to her knees and pray, causing full recovery on all allies.	Use Planet Protector 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	4	Great Gospel	Aerith prays to the heavens, then angels from the sky blesses the party with full recovery and casts [Peerless] for a period of time.	Have every other limit breaks.

Character	Level	Name	Description	Activation
Red XIII (Nanaki)	1	Sled Fang	Nanaki charges up and lunges at a target, dealing heavy damage.	No Requirements (comes default)
		Lunatic High	Nanaki howls and the whole party receives a [Haste] and 255% hit ratio buff.	Use Sled Fang 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	2	Blood Fang	Nanaki charges at a target, dealing massive damage and recovers his HP and MP equivalent to 10% of the damage done.	Killed 50 mobs after obtaining Lunatic High.
		Cosmic Ray	Nanaki howls and star dusts start to fall from the sky, hitting all opponents for a total of 12 hits of moderate damage.	Use Blood Fang 8 times in consecutive or otherwise.
	3	Howling Moon	Nanaki howls and causes [Berserk], [Haste] and 255% hit ratio buff on himself.	Killed 50 mobs after obtaining Cosmic Ray.
		Earth Rave	Nanaki hits all targets with a total of 5 hits with the [Fire], [Ice], [Lightning] and [Earth] element with each attack.	Have yet to be tested.
	4	Cosmo Memory	Hits all target with a single massive blow. Almost every cast would result in 9999 damage, which is the maximum accumulative damage per target.	Have every other limit breaks.

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Will be updating when I have the time.

Update Log

20-11-08	-	Added Red XIII (Nanaki)'s limit break tables.
20-11-08	-	Added Aerith's limit break tables.
11-11-08	-	Changed guide to fit for US version as it has the same requirements.
10-10-08	-	Added Tifa's limit break tables.
	-	Changed Cloud's Blade Beam requirements from killing 103 mobs to killing 100 mobs.
	-	Updated requirements for Barret's Grenade Bomb and Satellite Beam limit breaks.
	-	Changed the descriptions for Cloud's Blade Beam and Meteorain limit break's requirements.
09-10-08	-	Changed Cloud's Finishing Touch's requirements from using Meteorain 8 times to using Meteorain 6 times
	-	Changed Barret's Ungarmax's requirements from using Satelitte Beam 8 times to using Satellite Beam 6 times
	-	Changed Barret's limit break 'Anger Max' to 'Ungarmax'
08-10-08	-	Added Barret's limit break tables.