How's the transfer speed you say? Well here it is

So yeah, for the first two weeks the line was quite alright - torrents were moving blazing fast, limewire got a song within 30 seconds or less and heck, browsing the web was tremedously quick. But the true evil comes soon after.

Now my line is exceptionally slow during these 3 periods of the day: afternoons, evenings and even to the wee hours of the nights. What the fuck? Okay, if slow connection was not bad enough, the line is getting MAJOR lagspikes and delays.

Playing Cabal was an example. After using a skill on a monster, the skill's damage and effect shows up after 5 seconds. I mean, 5 SECONDS! In 5 seconds, a guy can ejaculate and cum before he could even get a full high feel when looking at a Playboy magazine.

What a flippin' rip-off. Izzi with their '4G' connection? LIES! They are using Frequency Modulation (FM) to broadcast their connection. It is by means the worst technique ever. When it rains freakin' heavily, the line just goes into pandemonium.


The middle light (frequency reception) blinking yellow, which means there is minor disturbance in the connection


The middle light (frequency reception) blinking red, which means very poor signal

My final say on this matter is, iZZi BITES BIG WIND! Oh cruel cruel fate, how you have besieged me in a place where the ISPs are all feckin crapped up - Malaysia.

Recently (about 3 - 4 months ago), I have been getting dreams that I could fly.

Much less than a month or so, I had a dream where I was back in my old house, waking up from bed and staring at a corner. A dark shadow appeared, and my dad opened the door. For the first time in my dream, I had the guts to face usually all these terrors that haunt me in my sleep. I shouted "I'M NOT AFRAID OF YOU!" back at the spectre, and to my weirdest response, the spectre did back away, and disappeared. I woke up, thinking "Wow, I stood up to my nightmare."

Any who, back to the topic at hand. Why was I having dreams that were in relations with flight? Then a dream of me standing up to my fears. What does these all mean?

It felt like a sign, but it was very vague. I just hope I can find out soon enough, and may my dreams further guide me to what I am suppose to do, why I am here - why I am still here.

Well, I just got back my fix of internet connectivity, and no, it is not that Streamyx has finally decided to ACTUALLY PLACE A PORT for my house, I subscribed to iZZi (click on the link below to find out).

Thus far of using it for 2 days, I can summarize a few things:

Torrent: Have yet to be tested
Streaming: I could say it is 80% of the rm88/mth single user's speed
Surfing: It is WAY better than surfing in the KDU PJ com lab

More investigations undergoing, until then, read safely :)

Link to iZZi: iZZi Broadband

On the 1st of March, Khoo Lian Lui - my grandmother had passed on.

Just 3 weeks after her birthday was her death day. She turns 84 on the 3rd of February. She was struck ill with the inability to control her bowels for about a year. The signs got worse and digress into a more dire situation.

She started having sudden seizure of muscle failure in her organs, which affects her appetite and diet. She started to have problems eating, or not eating at all.

About 1 week ago, I managed to see her for the last time ... She started to lose the ability to speak on Sunday, 24th February. Perhaps, that was a sign - it was time for her to go ...

On the 1st of March, about 1 a.m., my grandma started having difficulties in breathing. Sad to say, the 3 contacts whom the hospital had have had their cells turned off. She was pronounced dead at 4 a.m.

As a way of paying my last respect to you, grandma, I will dedicate this blog post as a sign that I will never forget you. Again, I will miss you always.