Recently (about 3 - 4 months ago), I have been getting dreams that I could fly.

Much less than a month or so, I had a dream where I was back in my old house, waking up from bed and staring at a corner. A dark shadow appeared, and my dad opened the door. For the first time in my dream, I had the guts to face usually all these terrors that haunt me in my sleep. I shouted "I'M NOT AFRAID OF YOU!" back at the spectre, and to my weirdest response, the spectre did back away, and disappeared. I woke up, thinking "Wow, I stood up to my nightmare."

Any who, back to the topic at hand. Why was I having dreams that were in relations with flight? Then a dream of me standing up to my fears. What does these all mean?

It felt like a sign, but it was very vague. I just hope I can find out soon enough, and may my dreams further guide me to what I am suppose to do, why I am here - why I am still here.

Well, I just got back my fix of internet connectivity, and no, it is not that Streamyx has finally decided to ACTUALLY PLACE A PORT for my house, I subscribed to iZZi (click on the link below to find out).

Thus far of using it for 2 days, I can summarize a few things:

Torrent: Have yet to be tested
Streaming: I could say it is 80% of the rm88/mth single user's speed
Surfing: It is WAY better than surfing in the KDU PJ com lab

More investigations undergoing, until then, read safely :)

Link to iZZi: iZZi Broadband

On the 1st of March, Khoo Lian Lui - my grandmother had passed on.

Just 3 weeks after her birthday was her death day. She turns 84 on the 3rd of February. She was struck ill with the inability to control her bowels for about a year. The signs got worse and digress into a more dire situation.

She started having sudden seizure of muscle failure in her organs, which affects her appetite and diet. She started to have problems eating, or not eating at all.

About 1 week ago, I managed to see her for the last time ... She started to lose the ability to speak on Sunday, 24th February. Perhaps, that was a sign - it was time for her to go ...

On the 1st of March, about 1 a.m., my grandma started having difficulties in breathing. Sad to say, the 3 contacts whom the hospital had have had their cells turned off. She was pronounced dead at 4 a.m.

As a way of paying my last respect to you, grandma, I will dedicate this blog post as a sign that I will never forget you. Again, I will miss you always.

Okay, thought I would not rant about those tards anymore? THINK AGAIN!!

Well, so I have been rendered rather helpless without the usage of the internet for about 2 months (the suffering ...)

Then, my dad went and like ask them what was with the internet-less period, at first it was due to no phone line - Fine, that was acceptable. When it was fixed, I called them a few times and guess what? They said give them 2 to 3 days when it was 2 weeks for a valid reply.

When they do, they said that they needed to check on some cables or whatever so I waited for their supposed technicians to come - no news.

Then my dad went to ask them, he returns telling me that I needed to re-register again? What the fuck is wrong with them?

I decided that I went for myself today to confirm of the matter. So I did, right after my TMA class I head straight for the Damansara Uptown's TMPoint to inquire about my internet status. As a reply, they said that there was not enough port for use in my area (WTF?)

So what do I do about it? NOTHING. They monopolizing the internet shindig is pissing me off, I seriously hate those flippin' idiots.

Oh great, different reasons but it all leads to one thing - procrastination.


Again, I would like to stress that TMNUT is a ridiculous ISP.

Well, the people from tm had came and fixed the lines and yeah, the line for the phone works fine, only one problem - the DSL LED on my modem isn't on, at all.

Kudos tmnut screamyx, you're a fuxing ridiculous ISP, I'd rather subscribe a line in Israel (which I'm guessing is WAY better than good ol' screamyx).

Hence, I shall be away from the inter-connectivity of the cyber realm for a longer and more indefinite period *fades off into the night*

Well, I am officially paralyzed and drained of all knowledge from not having any contact with the outside world for the passed 4 to 5 weeks due to the damn tm and tmnut for not fixing the cables in my new home.

With this, I'm left not able to do most of EVERYTHING; No online games, no chats, no resources for assignments, no NOTHING :(

Until I get back my line(which I will not be expecting anytime soon), I will be offline, later amigos!